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Eventually a system assumed to be corrupt can in actuality be corrupt as those with a cynical mindset push out those with a realistic or hopeful worldview using corrupt practices.
Edit: I know this is a generalization. But it’s a shower thought, not a thesis.
I was subject to a lot of emotional abuse at young age which ultimately resulted in me to not allow my self to feel vulnerable and never to over-attach to someone. I grew a defence mechanism to block out the pain and feel numb to most. This was really evident to me when my step father took his life and i barely felt a thing, i knew him for over half my life and he was more of a dad to me then my actual one, seeing as he was the one who caused me to have the issues that i now have.
The only time i've ever felt vulnerable and a loving connection again was with my last girlfriend, although it got very toxic as i just did not know how to handle the feelings that i had towards her, i loved her a lot but my fear of being hurt caused our relationship to become very toxic.
I regret my actions but for some reason i continue to repeat them, i really want to be able to change myself bc I HATE how i can be, i'm 20 years of age now and all i want to be able to do is have a stable relationship and fix my issues.
my sacral charka to my heart feels dormant theres not a slight bit of energy that flows up my spine. all my other points i can feel energy.
Does anyone have any suggestions to help unravel and heal my emotions ?
(sorry for the intensity of the post but i feel like there are solutions for me)
I don't want to step on anybody's toes here, but the amount of non-dad jokes here in this subreddit really annoys me. First of all, dad jokes CAN be NSFW, it clearly says so in the sub rules. Secondly, it doesn't automatically make it a dad joke if it's from a conversation between you and your child. Most importantly, the jokes that your CHILDREN tell YOU are not dad jokes. The point of a dad joke is that it's so cheesy only a dad who's trying to be funny would make such a joke. That's it. They are stupid plays on words, lame puns and so on. There has to be a clever pun or wordplay for it to be considered a dad joke.
Again, to all the fellow dads, I apologise if I'm sounding too harsh. But I just needed to get it off my chest.
