Part II (The Beginning)

Part I (The Dilemma)

TDLR: I was having dilemma because i was confused about my sexuality and my feelings for a friend of mine. but i decided to just go for it, with a happy ending. Because it's my life. It's now or never. I ain't gonna live forever. I just want to live while I'm alive. It's my life.

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Here we go. Whatever that happened may sound like it is from a movie, but I promise you, hand on heart, that everything I say is completely true. The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

In the morning I asked if we could meet up because there was something important I had to tell him. We live nearby, a 15-minute bus ride apart, so it wasn’t too much of a hassle for him. Since he was going out to run some errands, we agreed that he’d come over to near my house.

We decided to meet at the void deck at a block near my house. The block is somewhat at the far end of the estate, so it wasn’t too busy. It was nice, and peaceful. The shade was welcoming. Also, with WFO and school starting, there wouldn’t be much people around on a weekday noon.

And so I got dressed (not fancily of course, just something presentable) and I made my way to the bus stop to pick him up. And as I waited, I was wondering how would I phrase my words and admit to him what I was feeling in a mature way. I was nervous, my heart was pumping fast and I was getting light-headed. I almost wanted to tell him to cancel the plan because I was too scared. Then I took a few deep breaths and recalled the comments in the original post, and I realised that I should just say what my heart really wants to say.

And so he arrives, he alights from the bus and you can sense him smiling behind the mask. With springs in his steps, he said hello to me in a manner that testified the cheerfulness in his eyes. Naturally I was as excited to see him too. And when he came up to me and rubbed his shoulders against mine, he looked up and into my eyes and said β€œwhat do you want to tell me?”. Perhaps I was overthinking or overlooking it, but the tone in his voice, while eager, and his posture, while welcoming, gave me the feeling that he knew what was to come but he just wanted to hear it. He asked that in a soft whisper, inching closer and closer to me.

But there was something else that just made me stop breathing for a moment.

Those damn eyes of his.

And I bet he knows I love his eyes.

Those bright intelligent eyes

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The sleeper agent dad

My family and I were out for brunch at a somewhat fancy hotel restaurant. It was a buffet and they had set up the desserts in the wine cellar/room.

My dad, nearing the end of his meal, asks "Where's the dessert?"

I point and say, "In the wine cellar" but in between the cellar and me is my mom and it looks like I'm pointing to her.

Dad responds with, "Sell her? I still need her though."

I sat there a little awestruck since he's never really been one to utter puns. I crack them all the time but I guess every dad has dad jokes in them; they're just waiting for the right time.

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I live in an area where cows are fairly common

Dad: Oh my God. Look at that! (starts pointing frantically)

Me: What? What! What is it! What am I looking at?

Dad: The cows! Don't you see them?

Me: Yea, i see them a lot, nothing special...

Dad: Nothing special?!?!? Why, they are UTTERLY fantastic!!

And then proceeds to make other utter puns until he cries of joy.

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Cool, though I can not exactly recall when I gave utterance to a sentence of the interrogative form
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This Utterance Robot made to mimic Human Speech v.redd.it/y7u3clbwwep71
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Slow motion attempts to mimic utterances. v.redd.it/h89ctycgfae81
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This brief utterance almost made sitting through all the stupidity worth it.... youtube.com/clip/UgkxW_ZR…
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A Certain Mark Nutt Utterance

There was a Minecraft episode in the last few years where Gavin gets Michael's attention, shoots an arrow and gives the smallest "Mark Nutt." Does anyone remember which episode this is? It's before Achievement Island and I don't think it was a YDYD either, I'm guessing 2020 but might have been the start of 2021.

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An Utterance Robot v.redd.it/4w0fpolbklx71
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Improving Unsupervised Dialogue Topic Segmentation with Utterance-Pair Coherence Scoring (Summary)[D]

Dialogue topic segmentation is critical in several dialogue modeling problems.

However, unlike popular unsupervised approaches that only exploit surface features, authors in this paper train BERT model by automatically generating training data and calculating pretty accurate utterance-pair coherence scoring system.

Video Summary: https://youtu.be/i8WUJZk5_I8 Paper: https://arxiv.org/pdf/2106.06719.pdf

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[ART] Coloring pages of Tomo-Chan until I finish, give up, or die - Day 147 "A Strange Utterance" [Tomo-Chan Wa Onnanoko! Ch. 139]
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Comus- β€œFirst Utterance”(1971)
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Help! 21 y/o 34K considering breast reduction!

Hello Redditors!

I’m seeking as much information as i can possibly get! mostly about experiences and the process it took to get you to the surgery. insurance battles. i’ve heard that you have to complain about back issues for a year, or do physical therapy first, and a few other routes. and overall, whether or not it was worth it.

I am a married, twenty one, almost twenty two year old mother, contemplating breast reduction. i am absolutely scared out of my mind! I have had a few surgeries. Two C-Sections, Removal of Adenoids and Tonsils, and a couple of teethed removed. I am familiar with anesthesia and i’ve never had any problems wit hit, except disorientation after awakening. but i am frightened that i won’t wake up from it.

So where to start? I’ve had big breasts since i can remember.. when i was in 6th grade i was wearing training bras. not even an A cup, by time i was in the middle of my 7th grade year, i was fitting into my mothers bras. (she is a C cup i believe) Having big breasts at this age wasn’t something i would wish on a teenage girl.. i had a plethora of nick names, got accused of stuffing my bra, and was just utterly [pun not intended] embarrassed. i grew almost a whole cup size every year until i graduated high school. putting me almost falling out of a DD when i graduated at age 17. Let me state that i have always been tall and fairly thin. i was a size 3 or 4 in bottoms throughout high school never had a problem with my weight. so i know that my chest isn’t large for that reason. I’m roughly 5’6 or 5’7. and i’ve been this tall since high school, too.

I felt like in high school, i was always seen as β€œthe girl with big boobs” causing guys to only have interest in me for that reason. i felt like i was living behind a shield and believe it or not, it kinda made me more self conscious and it left me a tiny bit emotionally damaged. i felt like i would never be anything but looks or β€œbig breasted.” it sounds kinda silly saying it back, but its true. I could never play sports, or cheer, or dance, all things i really wanted to do, but couldn’t in fear of my breasts bouncing or hurting from said activities.

So current day, after growing a size or two with between both pregnancies, i got sized last weekend and i am a 34 K. i wear anywhere from a 10-12 in pants depending on how its made, so I’m average sized. However, I was in complete shock when i heard my size. I actually asked her twice, and said β€œk? and in kite?” out of pure disbelief. lo

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[POEM] Utterance by Mahasattva Fu to Emperor Wu

Empty-handed, holding a hoe,
Walking, riding a water buffalo.
Man is crossing a bridge;
The bridge but not the river flows.

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IYL Comus' First Utterance, which other folk albums sound as goblin-y and paranoid?
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New DS titles added including: Morbaersanger- III, Crypt of Carmilla - Masters Chalice, Vorvadoss / Magic Find - Utterances and Arcana & Sceptre of the Fading Dawn - Wandering in Lands Unseen forbiddenkeep.co.uk/produ…
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Comus - β€œFirst Utterance” reddit.com/gallery/qwppiv
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TIL that Paul Cambon, the French ambassador in London from 1898-1920, didn't learn a word of English during his 22 year posting, and insisted during meetings that every utterance be translated into French, including easily recognized words such as β€˜yes’. virtualstoa.net/category/…
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r/ifyoulikeblank β€’Posted byu/Fklot 24 days ago IIL Comus (First Utterance) Exuma (1,2) Sun City Girls (Torch of the Mystics) Animal Collective (Sung Tongs)

Examples of (Manic/Tribal) Freak Folk Songs

Exuma - Mama Loi, Papa Loi

Drip Drip - Comus

Blue Mamba - Sun City Girls

Song to Comus - Comus

Exuma - Obeah Man

Mukimanmansu - Andromeda

Oh Drag! - Little Teeth

Chandeath - Ensamble Polifonico Vallenato

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[TOMT][Subreddit] The version of /r/perfectlycutscreams but with videos artificially cut to just the first frame of the scream/utterance

The videos didn't always end in screams but usually some sort of verbal reaction that started with a vowel sound. It was weirdly short like /r/A (except that's not a valid subreddit), does anyone know?

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Utterance Robot: Uhm, nope. v.redd.it/n7rtyg78wep71
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Grave Miasma - Utterance Of The Foulest Spirit (2016) youtu.be/b6xRu_q9Rqg
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The utterance of God is a lamp, whose light is these words: Ye are the fruits of one tree, and the leaves of one branch. Deal ye one with another with the utmost love and harmony, with friendliness and fellowship. He Who is the Day Star of Truth beareth Me witness!

https://preview.redd.it/08ppxfyz75881.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8bf5ac14698b2ab17c7bf02e6184e01ea1650802

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Say: Human utterance is an essence which aspireth to exert its influence and needeth moderation.

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Tablets of BahÑ’u’llΓ‘h - 9. LawαΈ₯-i-αΈ€ikmat(Tablet of Wisdom)

Say: Human utterance is an essence which aspireth to exert its influence and needeth moderation. As to its influence, this is conditional upon refinement which in turn is dependent upon hearts which are detached and pure. As to its moderation, this hath to be combined with tact and wisdom as prescribed in the Holy Scriptures and Tablets. Meditate upon that which hath streamed forth from the heaven of the Will of thy Lord, He Who is the Source of all grace, that thou mayest grasp the intended meaning which is enshrined in the sacred depths of the Holy Writings.

- BahΓ‘'u'llΓ‘h

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IIL Comus (First Utterance) Exuma (1,2) Mukimanmansu (2012) Animal Collective (Sung Tongs)

Hey! I've really gotten into Freak Folk this past year but I feel like I've reached an impasse. I really love the tribal/very manic aspects of these albums and others but I feel like I can't find more that meet that niche. If you know any good artist or albums please let me know! Thanks (Also any Caribbean folk music would be great :)

Examples of (Manic/Tribal) Freak Folk Songs

Exuma - Mama Loi, Papa Loi

Drip Drip - Comus

Song to Comus - Comus

Exuma - Obeah Man

Mukimanmansu - Andromeda

Oh Drag! - Little Teeth

Chandeath - Ensamble Polifonico Vallenato

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Rewatching C3 (one of my faves) and caught this surprising utterance from Mary Berry v.redd.it/338xz91xewr71
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Thanks, I hate, This Utterance Robot made to mimic Human Speech v.redd.it/y7u3clbwwep71
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Most annoying utterances on Bravo?

For me it’s Reza’s crying voice EVERY SINGLE EPISODE

followed closely by the OC ladies’ screams

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What kind of linguistics studies the order of utterances relative to each other?

Morphological rules might say "Native speakers wouldn't usually make these sounds in that order".

Syntactic rules might say "Native speakers wouldn't usually say those words in that order".

What branch of linguistics might say "Native speakers wouldn't usually say those sentences in that order"? Like, for example:

My favorite author is Annie Dillard. Have you heard of her?

*Have you heard of her? My favorite author is Annie Dillard. ('her' hasn't been defined yet)

Do you eat meat? Have you tried veal?

*Have you tried veal? Do you eat meat? (the subject of eating meat hasn't been introduced yet/the questions would usually go from general to specific)

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The least stupid utterance in the New York Times archive.md/dudFh#selectio…
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Emotivism is the view that moral statements are just utterances of emotion like "Boo!" or "Yay!". How is this a philosophical position as opposed to say a position in psychology or sociology?

Isn't the claim that moral statements are just expressions of emotions an empirical claim about the state of minds of individuals when they make these statements? If so, then how is this a position in philosophy and not (say) in psychology? Wouldn't you need to do some empirical investigation (e.g. a survey asking what goes on in people's minds when they make moral statements) to make this claim?

I feel I am misunderstanding the sense in which the emotivist position (and the non-cognitivist position in general) is meant to be understood here, so would appreciate your help!

EDIT: To the comments pointing out that the domain of philosophy can overlap with other fieldsβ€”I agree with that and I admit I should have framed my question differently. My question is: can the emotivist position also be understood as primarily a psychological claim?

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M 2 L 1 - Is there a missing utterance in Directional Ritual II in print and online? In DR I, we are to utter β€˜I give to the future’ when at the south altar (see images). In DR II, it’s missing. See more below… reddit.com/gallery/pnpml5
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RSS is trying to copy the Christian Democrats by such moves. However, it seems that the utterances are only to deceive the gullibles

>A little over a week before the SC verdict, at a three-day lecture (September 17 to 19, 2018) at New Delhi's Vigyan Bhavan, Bhagwat said the Sangh had removed offensive references to Muslims and Christians as internal threats in M S Golwalkar's book,...

Read more at: https://www.deccanherald.com/national/national-politics/sangh-and-hindutva-the-expanding-footprint-1045865.html

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IIL Comus (First Utterance) Exuma (1,2) Mukimanmansu (2012) Animal Collective (Sung Tongs)

Hey! I've really gotten into Freak Folk this past year but I feel like I've reached an impasse. I really love the tribal/very manic aspects of these albums and others but I feel like I can't find more that meet that niche. If you know any good artist or albums please let me know! Thanks (Also any Caribbean folk music would be great :)

Examples of (Manic/Tribal) Freak Folk Songs

Exuma - Mama Loi, Papa Loi

Drip Drip - Comus

Song to Comus - Comus

Exuma - Obeah Man

Mukimanmansu - Andromeda

Oh Drag! - Little Teeth

Chandeath - Ensamble Polifonico Vallenato

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