The title pretty much sums it up. I've desired chemical castration for years for personal reasons, but it seems quite difficult to get it in the US unless you're a pedophile or sex offender (I'm neither). This really is one of my strongest desires, but I don't want to ask my doctor unless I have a decent chance of getting it, so is there literally any possibility of him being open to the idea if I asked?
Required personal info: Age: 19 Weight: ~165 lbs Duration/location of complaint: I've wanted this for years, but never had the balls to ask. Past & current medical history: Past self-harm and suicidal urges surrounding the reason I want this. Current meds: Occasional Valacyclovir 500mg tablets for cold sores, but use is very infrequent.
Like some countries are doing to rapists who are repeated offenders
I just found this sub, and even tho I don’t have genital mutilation, I have genital harm / chemical castration and wanted to share.
When I was a kid I lived in a very toxic environment and was emotionally neglected which caused me to develop some mild anxiety. My parents forced me against my will to put me on high doses of SSRIs and psych drugs. I knew I didn’t needed that and I was very worried since I had this feeling it could be harmful. I didn’t wanted to take the drugs nor needed them but they forced me.
Long story short, I ended up with permanent sexual dysfunction (genital anesthesia, no libido, no orgasms, etc) because of the drugs I was given against my will. Apart from the fact that the drugs left me severely brain damaged I also lost my sexuality.
It enraged me that my parents never cared about my sexual development before putting me on genital numbing drugs for years when I was 14. Now that I’m 19 and have no sexual function, numb genitals and a fried brain, they don’t care. They are religious so they even get mad at me for caring about sex and make me feel disgusting with myself for grieving my sexuality. It just enrages me. They gaslight me and take zero responsibility for the harm hey did upon me.
I never had bodily autonomy. I never had informed consent from doctors, my will to not take drugs was never respected. Yet my parents still think I’m crazy for being angry and sad about my numb genitals and fried brain.
Sorry for the rant just had to get it out. If this is not approved please delete.
I know that It is used to help people with Prostate cancer but can 18 year old take the medicine that causes Chemical Castration to reduce Libido and stop PMO and Masturbating habit ?
Notes : Don't tell me it is normal, away from physical perspective , It causes me sadness and depression
Another Note : Don't tell me to rely on willpower instead , I admit that I'm weak
I highly doubt there are, but I figured I’d ask just in case. Edit I'm in the US btw.
