Hey so Iβm 6 months into hormones and while Iβm still depressed af and dysphoric ive been liking most of the changes. Iβm very short and curvy with big boobs so I always looked feminine. The problem is my short hair, voice, and beard shadow though ):
Iβm at this weird stage where I pass if I do makeup and wear a wig. Like I get maβamd all the time and people usually just compliment my dress lol but most of the time Iβm painfully boymoding. But now Iβm in an awkward andro phase where even if I boymode I look extremely feminine. Like people stare at me to figure out if Iβm a boy or girl. And sometimes I get sir and maβamβd.
I really hate it. I donβt wanna be andro I wanna be a pretty girl with long hair and ultra femme. Did anyone else get to this andro phase? I wanna get over it quick
Wondering if anyone has tried this. I was looking into sarms but really thinking itβs not the best idea to crash my estrogen and feel like shit. Was looking into it because I couldnβt figure out where to get test. I figured out where to get test but then heard about 4-dhea which is legal. Iβd rather do test injections but I live with my parents and am really worried about hiding needles. My parents regularly go through my shit (no Iβm not a child Iβm 23 just live at home to save money rn.)
I am a size f/g how on earth do I feel comfortable with that, I wish I was flat chested
Came across this company. Itβs made in USA and is dosed at level of Blackstoneβs brutal 4ce so off the top I would have to double dose Iβm sure. Anyone heard of this company? I like to give small companies a chance sometimes but thought Iβd ask here first too.
