If you are in SoCal check them out! They will be performing again June 28, 2014 at Sanctum Sancturum in Anaheim, CA. Check the band's page for details because an event listing has not been created yet.
Here's the band page: https://www.facebook.com/onlytheatreofpain666
Here's a news article on the "Burnt Offerings" event @ the Vex on 3/29/14 that was masterminded and organized by Killjo Zapata who is the bassist for "Only Theatre of Pain". The event page link follows immediately. https://www.facebook.com/events/624572647610763/.
http://www.ocweekly.com/2014-03-27/music/christian-death-rozz-williams/
Watched "The Dirt" a couple times this weekend. I was always a fan of Theatre of Pain....but when Vince said in the movie that Theatre of Pain "was garbage other than 2 songs", it made me remember that Nikki said that in the past too and I have to disagree. I actually think "smokin' in boys room" is pretty lame, but deeper cuts like "Save our Souls", "Tonight..." and "Louder than Hell" are fucking KILLER. And home sweet home is pure gold classic. And city boy blues is pretty cool. And it's got a killer album cover too. Anyone agree with me??
P.s. I cracked up at the "entertainment or death" tattoo, that was pretty damn funny!! At least they eventually had a live double disc with that name ha ha
Enough to cause a serious addiction? Been doing this a week now Always been able to use substances then put them down but do have a weed habit smoke £10-£20 worth a day for the last 11 years. Have pain both physical and emotional, I lost custody of my children to their dad due to a manic episode of what I think is undiagnosed bipolar, I also have a diagnosed personality disorder and PTSD, and as I am waiting for my supervisors DBS check it's been a month since I've seen My kids and the pain got so hard to bear I got the crack addicted guy that lives next door to My weed dealer to score me the bags...the pain in my heart of losing custody is too much..cost isn't a problem its costing Me about £4 a day...I don't want to become a Smackhead though..or lose My looks..I get told I'm beautiful a lot and have a looks dependant job but the pain is too much to bear I'm so ashamed I've gone down this road. I'm ashamed I am not mentally fit to raise My beautiful children..they wasn't neglected but he won custody off me...
I have done H before once when I was 15 with an older boyfriend..I didn't know he was an addict as he was really good looking (yeah, I know ..) but other than that no .only party drugs was always my thing and never struggled stopping once they were causing me to feel or look shit
How do I knock this on the head now? Prior to this my drinking and coke use was also escalating and I was ending up in dodgy situations. Now I am calm and actually functioning well in the daytime but I'm so worried about long term.
Sorry if this is rambling I'm so worried. I'm being so careful having small amounts as so worried about overdose.
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I tried lots of stuff like putting a physiotherapy ball on my arm and leaning it on a wall, painkillers, arthritis pain reliever cream, but the pain comes back slowly if I do anything with my arm.
28/M I've been experiencing extreme facial pain for a year now, and I also have Trigeminal Neuralgia. I've tried pretty much everything, from botox to DTR, splints, etc.. I've spent more than $10 000 on doctors in the last few months, and I owe $60 000 in medical debt.
I feel like someone put my head in a vice and is trying to crush it constantly. The pressure pain makes me nauseous, and it's hard for me to get out of bed. I'm pretty much bed ridden most of time, and my partner has to take care of me financially and physically. I love my life and I don't want to die, I have great friends, a great family and an amazing partner. I used to have this great job and I was finally gonna be able to travel around the world with my partner. Everything was going great until I was diagnosed with TMJ and TN. It's been hell ever since. It happened all the sudden after a dental procedure. My face pain has been slowly increasing ever since.
I feel like I have no other choice but to end it. Flying to Europe, saying goodbye to my family and getting euthanized might be a good option. When I think about that I feel hopeful again, it's the only thing that makes me smile. Whatever happens after death can't be worse than what I'm experiencing right now.. right? A constant 9 out of 10 pain, screaming and kicking my feet, crying, shaking. It's a nightmare and I'm honestly really impressed with myself for not getting euthanized earlier. I guess I'm a lot more resilient than I thought.
I wish I could just live my life, pain free. I would love to propose to my girlfriend, and get married in Hawaii, and be happy with her for another 60 years. But I guess sometimes dreams are just that.. Dreams.
I guess this is a cry for help, I don't wanna die. I really really need help. There HAS to be a way to decrease the pain. I'll try anything, please.
I'm so angry Angry at you For leaving me Here in this lonely place without you
Were you in that much pain So much so that you had to go To leave me here alone with you My heart is dying without you I am soulless
I am so angry at you And I try not to be Because you more than I did But you left me here And, I don't know how I can continue on In this world without you
I wish I could have taken your pain I wish I could have made you whole Instead, I selfishlhy broke and you broke with me
I would give my soul and the stars to see you alive and happy on this earth To tell you I love you with every fiber of my being--to let you know that you were always "the one" and that no one ever compared
I would give my life for yours so that you could be here and selfishly feel the guilt I do now for letting our love waste away
But did it really. Right now I sit here close to midnight writing to a ghost. To a man I can feel as flesh and blood in my thoughts.
I just wish you knew. But you selfishly know. And you don't care. Not since your mom died.
But know this...I love you with all of my soul and I will never stop.
But, you left me here. You chose to leave and not be with me on this Earth. I forgive you. I forgive you. I forgive you. I forgive you. I forgive you. I forgive you my love.
And in order for me to live I need to let go and move on. I need to say good-bye.
To remove your memory from my heart. So, that I can truly live again without you.
Fuck you for doing this to me. I love you. And though I don't believe in the afterlife, I'm hope I'm wrong so that I can see again.
see above. it looks like a dead tooth not a cavity. hopefully the primary source of pain is an infection and ER will give us antibiotics.
EDIT: it looks like a chipped tooth and i overreacted when i first woke up. the pain is in his actual tooth, not his gums and he screams and cries when hes in real pain and this isnt that degree of pain. the pain also comes and goes. our plan is to rotate childrens pain relief based on dentist advice, avoid all sugars and have him rinse frequently with flouride in order to maybe make a protective layer long enough to get through the weekend
Did you learn to downplay because family didn't like you whining and didn't believe anything was really wrong with you? You just "wanted attention". Then you learned that not only were you actually sick, but that you had life-threatening disorders from birth?
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