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I have
L. A. NOIRE COMPLETE EDITION
Sid Meiers Civilization V
Reverse Crawl
STAR WARS The Force Unleashed Ultimate Sith Edition
THE KING OF FIGHTERS XIII STEAM EDITION
Wick
Layers of Fear
Scrap Garden
Callys Caves 4
Zombie Kill of the Week Reborn
Geometry Wars 3 Dimensions Evolved
ESport Manager
Darkest Hunters
Division + DLC 2 (ASIA)
SimCity™ 4 Deluxe Edition
STAR WARS™ - The Force Unleashed™ Ultimate Sith Edition
THE KING OF FIGHTERS XIII
Shoppe Keep
Rapture Rejects + Humble Exclusive Outfit
Sniper Elite 3
Rock of Ages 2: Bigger & Boulder™
Full Metal Furies
Aaero
Bleed 2
Super Daryl Deluxe
I want
State of mind
Shadowrun Dragonfall
Keys
Offers
I get bombarded with negative thoughts and insecurities and deep-seated fears and paranoias. the whole "nothing to fear but fear itself" thing kinda feels true to me still.
TW depressing; but to me society as a whole is so terrifying at times, and so amoral and self-serving; and on the other side, community care also feels self serving too, because i was always too sensitive for my own good, to know what i wanted for myself, and instead gave people what i thought they wanted, and didnt give myself a personality to fall back on.
so i just exist in fear and fear is awful so i dissociate, and then i 'forget how to stop dissociating'. i'm a shadow of the person i used to be, fractured into pieces, but at least i can consistently feel nothing, as opposed to inconsistently feeling fear and anxiety. My personal problem is that i am afraid to live a life now, because i feel like i can achieve more, when i can't. i feel myself getting used, and can't do anything to fight against it. feel like my life's been taken from me, and i still exist. and now that its all but all been taken, i feel tossed to the crab bucket that wants to pull me down when i try to crawl back up. its so fucked up. or ill screw it up for myself anyway.
✔️1) The first step to breaking out of a victim mentality is understanding and accepting that you have one.
✔️2) The next step is shifting your thoughts from feeling like a victim to realizing that you are a survivor. It’s incredibly freeing when you realize you are no longer a victim of your life circumstances.
✔️3) If you want to have true self-growth, you’ve got to focus your attention less on circumstances and more on caring about how you feel (Call this self-concept or vibrational frequency or whatever term you want to. We do not use strict labels in this community, as long as we get the message across).
✔️4) Next, check your core beliefs. If these beliefs are disempowering in their nature, they lead to self-sabotage and a feeling of helplessness and desperation perpetuating the state of lack. If you want to stop being a victim, you have first to identify the critical inner voice that created feelings of victimhood and injustice. When did feelings of self-pity, low self-efficacy, and false blame first take shape in your life? When you start to understand why you feel the way you do, you take responsibility for your own thoughts and realize that you have the power to change and shift the narrative from one of a victim to a victor. You literally begin to shift states once you understand this. Victimhood is grounded in a feeling of ‘lacking’ as if there is never enough of something, that the arrival of your manifestation will somehow paint your world in rainbow hues.
✔️5) Next step : Gratitude. The opposite of ‘lacking’ is ‘abundance,’ which is where gratitude comes into play. The quickest way to stop being a victim is to adopt an attitude of gratitude. Make a habit of asking yourself, “what am I grateful for today?” Some people have the habit of maintaining gratitude journals. For minimalistic folks like me, it doesn't have to be a written document. It can simply be a statement said in the mind. "I am grateful for so-and-so today".
Remember that your thoughts create your reality!
Has anybody else’s consciousness been altered in some way during or after contracting covid 19? I feel as if everything is different. Not only do I feel off but the way I see life itself has changed. I had covid back in May and still feel symptoms daily. Mostly dissociation, brain fog and fatigue.
Why is the world divided,
Why cant we all just be humans,
Humans were the one who created it.
God didnt create any of it
Everyone is equal in the eyes of him
I hate it , I HATE IT
I dont want to see it
But its everywhere
Every country , Every State , Every City
Its tough to become a grown up
and See the world through a different lens
A lens changed now.
I didnot ask for it , It came to me
O wise God,
Please free me from the fog of thoughts,
Enlighten me to see the world through your eyes
The beautiful world and people you created.
And not the harsh creations of
the so called "intelligent" and greedy species.
Those are just examples. Anything goes.
Then, at the end of the year, reflect on the year that passed and witness your own growth.
Just don't be stressful over it if you cannot record anything absolutely every day, and allow repeats.
