There Is No Such Thing As Mass Formation Psychosis
Let me start by saying everyone is doing fine now and no one got hurt. Also on mobile holding a sleeping baby so please forgive my spelling and grammar errors.
Also if you came to this thread to ask "could I or a loved one have postpartum psychosis" please please please get off the internet and call your doctor or go to the emergency room ASAP. I can't stress enough that this is an emergency situation.
Now onto my adventure in postpartum life.
I had a textbook easy pregnancy. Nothing out of the ordinary and no complications. I'm in my mid 30s with a toddler and never had mental health issues or even postpartum depression or anxiety with my first; so this really threw me for a loop. I do have a family history of bipolar disorder, which I found out later is a risk factor.
It started about a week after birth, typical presentation timetable. For me the early warning signs were a lack of sleep (like 2 to 3 hrs of sleep a night), increased energy, excessive crying and obsessedly making lists. My brain felt like it was on fire. Racing thoughts which I'd later realize was thanks to the mania i was slipping into.
For the crying I just thought this was the normal baby blues and didn't think too much about it. By day 4 of this things started to slowly spiral. I stared losing small chunks time- then larger chucks, getting paranoid - i thought Alexa was spying on me for my doctor, and that my husband was getting therapy for my crazy behavior via secret texts to a therapist. I was having mild auditory and visual hallucinations, but I didn't realize it at the time. In my hallucinations Alexa was talking to me an giving me pep talks. Why I was so obsessed with Amazon Alexa God only knows, lol. I've never really used it much. Thankfully my husband realized this wasn't normal and rushed me to the ER. I still don't remember much of what happened the last two days before the hospital.
6 hours in the ER, several pills and two shots of benadryl later I was admitted to an inpatient psychiatric unit at my local hospital.
I honestly only remember bits and pieces of my first 2 days inpatient and none of it good. I was acting very irrationally at that point and I was angry to be away from my kids. I have a vague memory of security outside my door because I threw my tray at the wall out of frustration. At one point I was laying in a pool in my bed of my own breast milk sobbing. At least I had a room to myself.
I was honestly not treated that great, as t
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Dr Malone (doesn’t really matter who he is) went on Joe Rogan’s podcast and described the following to his largely right wing audience:
“When you have a society that has become decoupled from each other and has free-floating anxiety in a sense that things don’t make sense, we can’t understand it, and then their attention gets focused by a leader or series of events on one small point just like hypnosis, they literally become hypnotized and can be led anywhere.”
“And one of the aspects of that phenomenon is that the people that they identify as their leaders, the ones typically that come in and say you have this pain and I can solve it for you. I and I alone.” Malone further explained, “Then they will follow that person. It doesn’t matter whether they lied to that them or whatever. The data is irrelevant.”
Doesn’t that describe conservatives and their relationship to Trump and the GOP?
Edit: If so, then does that suggest that liberals are effectively in a dangerous situation exacerbated by the right and center?
Edit; there’s already a post arguing over if this guy made mRNA vaccines. Can we not get sidetracked from the mass psychosis thought
Edit: someone pointed out the importance of being transparent that I was on a high dose, lost weight and the dose was too high at my new weight. I also did not share the negative effects with my doctor due to fear of losing the prescription & the lack of communication was a big part of how things unfolded. This is def not an anti adderall post or medical advice. If it's improving your life that's amazing 👌
Edit2: weight is apparently not a factor in the effects/dosing of adderall. I would have vehemently argued differently, but after a bit of research this appears to be true.
OG Post: I was diagnosed with adult AdHD-PI in 2020, age 28...I was in the best shape of my life, starting to take courses in my desired career...on top of the world. Then early 2021 I began having dillusions. We returned from a vacation in Mexico and I was convinced I'd contracted a parasite from drinking some nasty water during an underwater excursion...staying up for days reading about parasites and taking pictures of my feces trying to capture proof. Even video taping the things I saw crawling under my skin only to be disturbed and confused when they didn't show up in the videos. Numerous ER visits, a colonoscopy, lots of medical bills, lost job almost lost my family (wife & 2 kids.). Idk if anyone else has experienced this but when I stopped taking the adderall everything went back to normal rapidly...except the repercussions from all the insanity. Just a heads up , idk if this can help someone but I don't want anyone else to live through that. There's traces of it on the internet I'll never be able to delete and the memories the people around me now have of my behavior is a pretty deep scar that I don't think will ever truly heal. I'm still terrible at time management, can't focus on mundane tasks and irritate ppl with my excessive bursts of energy, but that's so much better than the last 2 years have been.
Tldr: diagnosed w/ adhd, Started adderall. Lost my mind. Quit adderall. Regained sanity...mostly.
Ps: my auto correct keeps changing delusions to dillusions lol. 🤷♂️ diluted reasoning
“It is not famine, not earthquakes, not microbes, not cancer, but man himself who is man’s greatest danger to man, for the simple reason that there is no adequate protection against psychic epidemics, which are infinitely more devastating than the worst of natural catastrophes.” - Carl Jung
I've been noticing for a while now that people seem to be under some sort of spell, they're hypnotised. There's a percentage of people who are completely hypnotized and have no idea that they're being lied to. These people are so hypnotised that they attack anyone who questions the narrative. Even if you give them countless pieces of evidence to show the lies and contradictions, they literally can't see it. They interpret all the evidence according to their hypnosis.
There's another percentage of people who are hypnotized as well, but not as deeply. There's still enough awareness in them to sense that something is wrong in the world right now. But because they're hypnotized, they believe that they are powerless against this authoritarian insanity.
When I heard Mattias Desmet ,and then Dr. Robert Malone talking about mass formation psychosis, a lot of things began making sense to me. Especially the way society is beggining to treat and speak about unvaccinated people.
