it's something i've gone back and forth over in my career. it generally improves my life, but does make the day feel longer and works better with heady/abstract work (fleshing out a data model) than intensive technical work (actually building that model out).
so yeah, do you not medicate during work at all, throttle your usage, or just go full bore?
I realise it is a late date but was there anything kept from my knowledge as my life is..well..read the attached links and if you'd like me to believe the crown can't go off the rails more than that..trust me.I am the guy they tried to murder in the wellington detention center before they succeeded in murdering james lonnee the same way..gladiators we are not..so i am well aware of how far their contempt for law and order goes long before st thomas..just not able to see around corners..they have never let up and go gnat shit crazy whenever i try to stand up or seek answers..was even blocked from purchase and delivery form staples with inane sand reps chattering we lose your address in our dbase every time we go to deliver 3 days in a row rilk i cancelled..or blocked buying groceries online for a bit even an order jacked and deleted..gotta love it..stick needles in his eyes daily and then when he screams .landsakes..no lube!!!..they respond with oh my goodness..he's a berry berry angry man..same games they play in solitaire..and due a glib blindfold I am not sure where to put the pin on this donkey..so..can you give me a spin in the right direction..pardon my cyanical attitude but after near 50 years when they raped and slaughterd a young woman in esquimalt victoria in 77 simply because she wished to be mine in all ways of which i was not interviewed then and i was rooming with the catholic monster who was home when she came to give herself to me.and have never gotten response since..police aiding and abetting such abhorrence and i think their evil went much farther than i have ever find out..i think the police illegally make sure i dont get any answers at all as maybe the locals are a tad more guilty than they would admit as raping young girls may be something to gloat about in the precinct or arena changeroom but not to let the public see their grins..catholics have been a spear in my 'i hate religion and all its misogyny more than you can understand' side..and they still apparently think i should not have mates..but maybe they think they should have mine?.a woman on facebook dissappeard from view one day they might have thought was going to be a lover..or could not even stand me having any female company..and today another game or two in facebook land so..I am over 60 and they still have not stopped this corrupt filth.I just found out the physician i jettisoned some time ago is a cult leader in kitchener..more on that at 6..interesting as religious pe
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Season 1, Meeseeks and Destroy
Hello ,
Im reading the psalter of St.Ephraim the Syrian and every chapter is about lamenting over oneβs sins. How is this different from the devil accusing us day and night ? And why doesnt compunction lead to depression and poor self esteem?
Gluttony is a sin of vile consumption, not only of honeyed treasure but of the feel of the bee sting upon the tongue. To imbibe the milk of life and to crave the poison flavor hidden discreetly beneath it. I am the supple catalyst of my own end, and the greatest dispatcher of harm and malice ever visited upon my troubled brow. Age scrapes against me, as death and loss circle distant foundations threatening to cast off the last remaining tethers I have to keep me grounded. I remain passive before the secret fists of the hangman's daughter, each strike laying me low only to be repeated should I find the strength to stand. I have held in these hands the greatest of beauty, a light to blind the sun. I know not if I have become Icarus, for a fall from grace only differs from falling in love in the way you land when it is said and done. I have long loved you, my forbidden and secret amour, but my love is hemlock tea. I have tried to stand away to protect you, but you won't let me go. Why do you wish for me to stay? Is it comfort in being loved, or because you feel as I do and yearn for the completion of the soul? Are you my antidote or my end? I love you either way, but a heart left in darkness is a cold and lonely thing. Warm me or free me, but do not leave me to languish over questions. I am so alone in this place, and as wrong as I may have been in my actions, my heart is innocent, for it can only love, and love holds no malice. I must know, Firefly. Are you my beacon or are you merely a will o wisp?
I realise it is a late date but was there anything kept from my knowledge as my life is..well..read the attached and if you'd like me to believe the crown can't go off the rails more than that..trust me.I am the guy they tried to murder in the wellington detention center before they succeeded in murdering james lonnee the same way..gladiators we are not..so i am well aware of how far their contempt for law and order goes long before st thomas..just not able to see around corners..they have never let up and go gnat shit crazy whenever i try to stand up or seek answers..was even blocked from purchase and delivery form staples wiht inane sand reps chattering we lose your address in our dbase every time we go to deliver 3 days in a row rilk i cancelled..or blocked buying groceries online for a bit even an order jacked and deleted..gotta love it..stick needles in his eyes daily and then when he screams .landsakes..no lube!!!..they respond with oh my goodness..he's a berry berry angry man..same games they play in solitaire..and due a glib blindfold I am not sure where to put the pin on this donkey..so..can you give me a spin in the right direction..pardon my cyanical attitude but after near 50 years when they raped and slaughterd a young woman in esquimalt victoria in 77 simply because she wished to be mine in all ways of which i was not interviewed then and i was rooming with the catholic monster who was home when she came to give herself to me.and have never gotten response since..police aiding and abetting such abhorrence and i think their evil went much farther than i have ever find out..i think the police illegally make sure i dont get any answers at all as maybe the locals are a tad more guilty than they would admit as raping young girls may be something to gloat about in the precinct or arena changeroom but not to let the public see their grins..catholics have been a spear in my 'i hate religion and all its misogyny more than you can underdstand' side..and they still apparently think i should not have mates..but maybe they think they should have mine?.a woman on facebook dissappeard from view one day they might have thought was going to be a lover.or could not even stand me having any female company..and today another game or two in facebook land so..I am over 60 and they still have not stopped this corrupt filth.I just found out the physician i jettisoned some time ago is a cult leader in kitchener..more on that at 6..interesting as religious people have
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