UPDATE2: About the fries! It’s an In-And-Out Burger thing. I do not live on the west coast so I make them myself using McDonald’s fries, carmelized onions, and homemade thousand island dressing. And to all the people who think I should go for a walk....you’re right it’s probably a good idea, and I say this with all the love in the world: No. 😊
I usually watch LOTR or Harry Potter but I’d like to see something new...
A lot of older movies I like are willow, dark crystal, labyrinth, birdcage, Mrs. Doubtfire. I like puppets and Robin Williams apparently. I think those are comforting to ME because they’re from my childhood.
In general I like an epic adventure, whether it be sci-fi or fantasy. Some of my favorite shows are Expanse, Game of Thrones, Brooklyn 99, Parks and Rec.
Anyway...would love to hear about what you guys watch to cheer yourself up.
EDIT: Oh my gawd you guuuuuys thanks for the awards ❤️
Avatar the Last Airbender won! Yip yip :)
So over winter break, I plan to binge a bunch of romance anime and to binge scooby do, however I need a list of all the winter and Christmas episodes and movies, i could search for them manually but I would like to save the time for my scooby do
Just checked out the IMDB page for the show and the cast for all future episodes are already listed. Do you think it's trustworthy or is it prone to change?
I keep this list under my streak counter to look at anytime I think of smoking.
Laziness, Lack of motivation, Lethargy, Quietness socially , Loss of interest in hobbies,
Low desire to socialize,
Worse grades,
Inability to focus,
Time when not high sucks,
Decreased mental competence,
Decreased ability to conversate,
Burnt out feeling after coming down,
Creativity/ sense of humour decreased,
Worse performance in skill based activities
Just wanted to share that I've finally started lamictal (50mg currently) after a long 4 year battle of back and forth of deciding whetever to start medicine. I also decided to quit weed cold turkey as I used it as an escape from reality (self medicating the symptoms of depression and occasionally hypomania). Ive been digging myself into a life of no lust and a negative outlook on life, and I dont know wheter its the medicine starting thats put me into this semi-new outlook on life which it might be, but im feeling proud of myself and I just wanted to share this story as I reckon there are many guys out there like me sitting in their mom's basement who's been waiting for that "snap" to finally get back out there and live a life worth living. Obviously I still have some issues "accepting" a life where medicine is gonna be something I routinely need to take, which I guess is normal? It's still pretty fresh but im assuming over time as I start to feel better it will become easier. I reckon alot of people diagnosed with bipolar2 wants the feeling of independence as the hypomania is something we all want to hold on to, but I promise you, talk to a pshyciatrist if you can, it might be a long wait, but I believe now it is worth the step. If you struggle to see the worth, remember you're taking a step to help YOURSELF to live a life with a feeling of fullfillment. It's never too late to start. I Still struggle with some anxiety with all the medication and cold turkey weed stuff, but I'm holding up to the extent of my willpower, and if there's one thing we bipolar people are, it is being mentally strong because we deal with hardships way more than the average norm. Think about that. We get the best of the best (sometimes), but also have to deal with the worst of the worst on a basis, and thats a thing to be proud of. We go hand in hand with hardships and the devil, and to start taking the right step into a direction of helping yourself, is gonna make every hardship coming alot less harder. We are powerful people, with strong opinions and real values. You/I/We got this, and remember that this is not a sprint, its a marathon, and we should all do ourselves the favour of planning to finish it. We're mentally stronger than most never could fathom. If you have any questions or just want to share your feelings/thoughts on this feel free too! Sorry in advance for typo's and misspelling!
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Hey everyone, I have a comedy podcast titled Leather Buddies with my old friend, neither of us has smoked weed in a long time and we want to do it with a “weed master” either through zoom or in person; DM me if interested thanks!
My therapist told me (M27) to make a list of the things I like about weed vs the things I don't like about weed. Thought i'd share. Was a really interesting exercise and I'd highly recommend it. Context: been smoking for 13 years, been trying to quit for at least 5.
What I like about weed
- It means i'm never bored and I don't feel lonely. It keeps me occupied all night
- It's such an ingrained habit that it feels like home
- It feeds my addiction to tobacco and cannabis
- I love the feeling and ritual of rolling and smoking something
- It makes mundane things more interesting
What I don't like about weed
- I spend about £150-200 per month on weed
- It makes me anxious to talk to people, by text or meeting up in person
- It takes my spare time so I don't work toward things I will value in the future
- It makes me OK with being adequate
- It's bad for my health
- It stops me from making plans with other people
- It makes me a worse communicator
- I sleep badly and get up late
- It makes me less likely to stick to daily healthy habits like exercise and meditation
- I am ashamed of my addiction and have been for about ten years
- I don't like myself when I am high
- Being high stops me from really looking at who I am and what I feel. I no longer want that. I need to face myself and my world so I can be the person I need to be
- I am at the age where I need to take responsibility for myself. No one will do it for me.
- I want a bright future, and I know with certainty that a future without weed is brighter than one with it
- I care about myself too much to cave into my monkey brain
- Meaning over expediency, always.
- Live your beliefs and values or they are meaningless
Has anyone made a list of all the "they're actually human" hints in the show? I noticed a few myself and heard other people mention some others in discussions, but it would be cool to have a definitive list. Here's what I can think of so far:
-All of Odokawa's accident flashbacks had human silhouettes, and Daimon has a flashback with a human arm
-People acting strangely when Odokawa mentions a species - (Goriki and Shirakawa's reaction to Goriki being called a gorilla, Shirakawa laughing at being called an alpaca, Yamamoto's confused reaction to him calling Ichimura a calico cat)
-One episode showed a traffic sign with human shapes
-Comedy duo named "Homosapiens" despite no evidence of humans existing
-Odokawa's ability to easily find people in a crowd when everyone else has difficulty
-People getting Tanaka and Dobu mixed up as the cabaret shooter, when a cat and a baboon look nothing alike
-Goriki's anatomy model having a dog head, but its shadow on the wall is a human head
-At one point there's a background billboard with a human woman on it
-Animal characters having normal-looking animal pets
I'm sure there are some that I missed, so let me know!
This is the Replay All wiki page:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reply_All_(podcast)
This is the list of all Reply All episodes: 'https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Reply_All_episodes
This is the Category: Lists of podcast episodes:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Lists_of_podcast_episodes
It contains the following podcasts:
| pod | pod |
|---|---|
| 99% Invisible | TMRO Space |
| The Canon | Love and Radio |
| Casefile True Crime Podcast | The Memory Palace |
| Chapo Trap House | My Favorite Murder |
| Comedy Bang! Bang! | My Favorite Murder live shows |
| The Complete Guide to Everything | ID10T with Chris Hardwick |
| Dr. Floyd | Professor Blastoff |
| Employee of the Month | Questlove Supreme |
| Film Sack | RadioWest (2012) |
| FLOSS Weekly | Reply All |
| Great Lives programmes | The Ricky Gervais Show |
| How Did This Get Made? | Song Exploder |
| In Our Time programmes | Stuff You Should Know |
| Judge John Hodgman (2010–2014) | Superego |
| Judge John Hodgman (2015–present) | Welcome to Night Vale |
| My Dad Wrote a Porno | WTF with Marc Maron |
| The Tight Rope |
There are additional wiki pages listing horror podcasts and science fiction podcasts
So why not Blocked and Reported?
It's mentioned in these reviews:
- https://www.theweek.co.uk/arts-life/culture/music/953595/podcasts-of-the-week-online-rage-taboos-and-obesity
- https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/pieces-of-britney-review-britney-spears-podcasts-conservatorship-bbc-gq9xkchzk
- https://www.chicagotribune.com/columns/eric-zorn/ct-column-two-favorite-podcasts-for-the-summer-zorn-20210521-l6jfmck7bfhjjdo6z3kf3cferu-story.html
- https://reason.com/podcast/2020/06/17/katie-herzog-and-jesse-singal-on-left-wing-cancel-culture/
and more
and here in the nytimes in an article Jesse wrote:
https://www.nytimes.com/2021/06/10/opinion/psychology-ted-talk.html
the page could include short bios of the Singal and Herzog, including their personal "cancellation" stories; criticism of the podcast; perhaps links to the various articles Jesse, Katie and others have written on trans issues
and mentions of various cultural third rails the podcasts have touched
- the letter
- trans issues
- cancel culture
- ?
In general it would be a handy reference to the podcast not just for subscribers but for anyone looking to research these issues
Of course, it would almost certainly face opposition, which is why I would like a discussion of this project here, because it would probably take the honest efforts of people here editing the wiki and defending against the wiki can
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-Kilroy Was Here (Before)
-Be Here Now (Before)
-Van Halen III (After)
-Mardi Gras (Before)
-Cut The Crap (Before)
-Summer In Paradise (After)
-Two The Hard Way (Before)
-Funstyle (After)
-St Anger (Before)
-Turn It Upside Down (After)
-Passage (After)
I started smoking in Portland OR and have semi-recently come back home to Illinois for a few months, and just went out to the dispensary for the first time to find prices over five-times higher than I was used to.
Unsure if that's the state average or that store specifically, and that led me to thinking about if there's a way to check what the averages are across the country. Even wide ranges would be better than going in blind I figure.
Anyone have a list of weed companies based in the USA not Canada? I'll do my own DD. Thanks.
I used to smoke weed every day, for the past 8 years of my life, at least three joints a day. Here is what has improved after just one month:
I brush my teeth twice a day.
Its easier to focus.
I am a more enjoyable person at work for my colleagues.
Walking more with my dog and appreciating nature deeply.
I am building a social life, actually making an effort to have friends.
Starting to realise there is a huge beautiful world out there.
Increased awareness about my destructive way of self critiquing.
I have more love to give.
Increased will to quit sigarets.
Better quality of sleep and I have vivid dreams that I can remember now.
Eventhough my emotions are still definitely a rollercoaster and I still have a lot of personal work to do. Overall I feel happier.
Stay strong 💪
Edit: added the final point about sleeping
Hi everyone,
Saw some posts like this and thought it would be a good therapeutic exercise to do one -- to remind myself why I don't want the weed in my brain anymore.
My list of things I want back, that weed has taken from me:
- short term memory. Being able to remember stuff that happened yesterday, and stuff like groceries and other small things. When stoned I can still remember the big things (like paying bills, work stuff that needs to get done), but I find small things that could improve my life a little I forget. Once I kept forgetting to buy shampoo so I just went without it for like weeks, even though I'd shower and be like 'oh man I gotta buy shampoo!'
- Feeling good after I accomplish something. I have big, long term projects for work. And I do a little bit everyday, but I don't feel good. I only used to feel good getting high and vege-ing out infront of TV. But I want to feel good for accomplishing things.
- Not fiending all the time for weed. Like even though I'd get up and go to work, still got the thoughts at the back of my mind like 'can't wait till I get high today!!' or I'd smoke and then as soon as the initial rush is gone I'd be jonesing for the next hit, real crack-head style. And my tolerance was pretty high at the end that I'd get only a tiny buzz after smoking, so I'd smoke again in like 30 mins. Even quitting weed, I'd have a million 'reasons' to smoke weed going through my mind.
- Don't want to be the 'stoner' dude. Enough said. I want people to think of me for the content of my character, not some drug I use all the time. Damn writing that out really sounds like I'm a crack head.
- Restful sleep. Remembering dreams.
- Lung health. Pretty active person, but I do strength not cardio (endurance). When I ran a few times I realized my lungs suck balls actually.
- Money too. Money hasn't been a problem for me, and I grow too (I guess grew). And up until last year I would smoke only the littlest bit at night (a gram would last me a week, of the strongest weed though). But could use more money lol. But near the end I could easily smoke almost a gram a day only be a little high. Thank god I never got into shatter, that shit spooked the hell out of me, too crack like
- Dealing with my negative emotions. I never learned how, just smoked them away. Well now I'm learning, and seeing them clearly. I'm on the first step to improving my thoughts about myself and how I deal with shitty people, and some of my family that acts like
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Has anyone on here had a doctor tell them to go Vegan after a cardiac event?
Just because I want to post my list:
1: Extreme Aggressor
2: Revelations/Legacy
3: 4 Way Tie: In Name and Blood/Seven Seconds/About Face/Damaged (my all-time favorite season)
4: 52 Pickup/Bloodline
5: Mosley Lane
6: JJ (HM: Out of the Light/Supply & Demand)
7: True Genius
8: Restoration
9: Route 66
10: Mr. Scratch/Nelson's Sparrow
11: Entropy (definitely the last strong season)
12: Red Light (or maybe the first 2 episodes with Hotch)
13: The Capilanos if I had to pick one and solely because MGG was the director
14: Nothing-this season was hot trash
15: And In The End (after some terrible couple of seasons, it was a mercifully decent end)
Yes I cheat and throw some ties in there. I think there are quite a few episodes in each of the first 11 seasons that could be HMs too, but that could go on a while. Please feel free to join in the comments!
There is a list of all "Real Time with Bill Maher" episodes on Wikipedia, but I have not been able to find a list of all episodes of "Politically Incorrect." Is there anyone who knows where I can find one? Thanks!
The gross aspects of ED that remind me I need to fucking cut this shit out:
***Potential trigger/this is mostly a vent/attempted motivation***
- Floors covered in crumbs and food bits and condiments that I don't notice and/or don't care to pick up or vacuum that accumulate over weeks because I just can't bring myself to give a shit.
- The rings and stains of black mold and fuzzy looking things that build up inside the toilet bowl that, again, I can't bring myself to clean but get reminded of every time I look at it.
- The seemingly permanent stench coming from the garbage disposal from episodes.
- The permanent stains from leaky trash bags of rotted food and vomit that lead from my doorway all the way down the stairs to the dumpster. It's been years and the stains never go away.
- Tidbits of memories over the years like having to fish out a ring that slipped off my finger from a soup of vomit and toilet water in the bowl.
- 30 minutes of drool and thick mucus covering my mouth and fingers during an episode and the cloth that gets coated in it when I wipe it off.
- The mouth ulcers.
- The grainy, almost sticky feeling in your mouth for hours after an episode.
- The accumulated garbage before I work up the motivation to clean.
- Bowls of vomit waiting to be dumped because I'm too fucking lazy to leave bed to find a trashcan or toilet etc.
- Cracked lips.
- Stained clothes.
- The taste of regurgitation.
- The gooey toothbrush after using it as a gagging utensil because your fingers can no longer reach far enough.
- Teeth stains.
- The sticky hands after an episode.
- The overall feeling after it's all said and done.
TLDR; Compilation of little things that remind me that EDs are fucking disgusting and I have to cut this shit out. Living alone with an ED is hard when you never have guests or motivation to clean.
