I feel like I have the worst temper in the world and I only have a grip on it when I take my medication. But it’s so hard dealing with this, I cry so much from feeling regret and like I’m a terrible person for my outbursts of anger and constantly distancing myself from my loved ones just so I don’t take it out on them impulsively
I hate my ADHD, I hate living with it. I wish so badly that I wasn’t born with it, I feel so abnormal, and feel envy when I watch the rest of the world doing things so easily that I struggle so hard to do. I don’t feel normal without medication, and I wish I didn’t have to rely on it. I just want to be able to do what everyone else can
I want to be able to just clean something when I see it’s dirty
I want to be able to just think before doing something that I end up regretting the next day
I want to be able to understand what I’m reading and comprehend it
I want to be able to sleep without feeling like there’s 20 TV channels on in my head that won’t shut off
I want to be able to stay calm when I’m met with a situation that upsets me
I want to be able to listen to other people without going on about myself for so long repetitively and stop looking like I don’t care about others and I’m self centered
I want to stop fidgeting so much that I end up damaging my nails, lips, skin, and hair
I want to have patience
I just want to be like every other neurotypical person, I hate my ADHD. I don’t see anything good in it, people want to pretend to have ADHD and some people have this misconception that it’s full of energy and creativity and being quirky, but I’m so so exhausted, I can’t find any creativity in me, and I am not looked at as quirky but the laziest out of my group of friends.
For me it’s like watching everyone live life moving a rock while I’m living life trying to move a boulder, idk how to explain it. I wish there was a cure for ADHD
I'm nonbinary, and ever since I was a kid and found out what intersex meant I've always wished in the back of my head that's what I had been born as. I know its wrong, that I shouldn't wish to have been born with something that could cause a lot of complications, but there's that part of me that sees it as a way I could've been "cis nonbinary" if that makes sense. Like, i could tell people I was born with both secondary sex characteristics and therefore I use they/them instead of having to out myself as trans to literally everyone.
I used to be really into stocks, but now I’m completely into crypto. I swear being in crypto has made me completely resistant to risk.
Along with my regular DCA, I like to buy in on dips occasionally. But this one is just too small for me, I want more of a sale! I don’t say this to be a douche, I have just been accustomed to 30%+ dips so I am used to getting a bigger deal.
Anyone else feel the same?
It's not right that other countries have to pay for birth control! It's absolutely ridiculous! Birth control should be free!
