Sex addict here, I have an Amazing gf and I absolutely love her to bits. We’ve been dating for 1.5 years now.
Problem is prior to dating her I was single for a while and I got into the habit of getting erotic massages every now and then.
Lately I’ve been having strong urges to get them again and I go online and check these websites but I never do it. I just keep checking the website daily and it’s causing me a lot of problems.
How do I stop the urges from checking these websites, sometimes I feel like I won’t be able to control myself and might end up visiting one. I do realize that will bring me momentary please but a lot of guilt and shame but I feel powerless sometimes. I need help , I need support , I need will power.
I love my girlfriend too much and I don’t ever wanna hurt her. Help!!
I'd love to give someone I click with a special massage. We'd meet at a hotel (maybe your place), we treat it like a professional massage to start but hands tend to wonder ;). Please be detailed in your response if you're interested. Tell me about yourself and what turns you on. I can't wait to hear from you guys.
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