I'm 18 y/o and I have tried more than 3 times to kill myself, the lastest one I didnt cut deep enough my vains, and before that one, I didn't consume enough pills. And if you are wondering about my family, they dont know nothing about it. Why? Because I realized that an suicide attempt is going to be worse for all of them, is easier dealing with a death family member than with a person who wants to kill herself. I wish I died, I feel like an useless and worthless person who even fails at killing herself. I feel kinda disappointed with my ownself, and even with my destiny, why do I have too live when I do not even want to be alive anymore and when bodoby cares about me? I see myself on other ppl and I can see nothing, my existence is so worthless, but over everything my life is a shit. I have lost a lot of friends, they are gone, I do not have anybody to talk with. It makes me feel like the walking in the edge of life, but sometimes I feel like there is another option where I can see my little kitties grow up and playing that makes me so happy, can be important, but like a reality injection something goes wrong and everything end up being a shit, so a find out that is what I have to deal with, but should I? This is not the life I want, I am so ugly and hard to be loved, so I know my destiny. Even I know that the day of my death will be the day that my mind would be cured.
This whole pandempocalypse (as I lovingly call it) is really putting a damper on things. Was just thinking, I'd love to be like the other dudes and randomly compliment that lovely lady across the way as she sips her coconut margarita at 2pm because there's no wrong time for a good drink, but now I'm more concerned with how the only compliments I can come up with are comments about their eyes. I can't even really say 'hey, aren't you stunning' since I can only see half a face!
Rant over, on to the fun. I'm a simple guy, I like simple things. Like cats, video and board games, discussion on how our standards for beauty and attraction is likely to focus on more immediate physical traits that can be noticed at a distance the longer covid goes on for which will may trigger a new age of shallow judging of a person's worth,...puns! I also love puns.
Oh, gotta talk about myself. I'm 28, black/irish/native american mix (black traits shine brightest though), consider myself extroverted introvert, and have gotten several genuine compliments about my voice being radio host worthy, and thousands of begrudging compliments about how witty I am. I don't have much opinion on politics but can usually carry a conversation about anything else and have a lot of interests to share. I'm a big fan of questions, both asking and answering, so a game of twenty questions is my peanut butter AND my jam.
I'll try to get to the point here though, no more rambling, especially not about how there's no way to 'lose'when making a pun. I'm less looking for something and more hoping my brand of weirdness will entertain enough to draw someone in. Particularly someone between 24 and 33, and who at least tolerates great bad jokes that are as clever as they are obnoxious. I never know how to end these things though so I dunno, include a creative line using the phrase 'the lobsters have humans for hands' because why not.
PLEASE HELP!
I was searching for a not expensive strat, i love the Classic sound but also adaptable to a modern sound, what are the pros and cons?
I was making an English Sentence Analysis assignment and I read this example phrase in Natalie's voice without immediately understanding why. I thought it might be because I associate her to Oscar Wilde, but then realized that she uses a variation on this quote explaining her instances of coming-out in "Shame". Always happy to find references in her videos, they are so abundant! Love all the Shakespearian ones in general and the ones to Haraway's Cyborg Manifesto in "Transtrenders" (right?). Would be cool to have specific threads on new videos where we discuss references and sources, I am very curious what other stuff you found. I do not really post normally but I would love to read this.
My God, this woman. Living up to her label as the "Oscar Wilde of YouTube" once again and bringing a small amount of joy to even the most joyless places (English Sentence Analysis assignments).
I am fully aware that the majority of chocolate and cocoa products come from slave labour (something I avoid consistently just like animal products). However, I'm frequently seeing vegan brands and products using cocoa (which likely comes from slaves) and I'm wondering whether it's worth buying that cocoa if it puts money into vegan brands and products.
Thanks a lot for any opinion or help you can offer
I am fully aware that the majority of chocolate and cocoa products come from slave labour (something I avoid consistently just like animal products). However, I'm frequently seeing vegan brands and products using cocoa (which likely comes from slaves) and I'm wondering whether it's worth buying that cocoa if it puts money into vegan brands and products.
Thanks a lot for any opinion or help you can offer
