Hey so I run a p* F2 currently have a 259mm barrel or close too. I want to upgrade to 300mm or a 395mm which would be be better and would I notice any difference? I would have a maxx hop unit with a PDI w-hold/Modify Flat Hop bucking
Bought this for both home defense and clay shooting, meaning it comes with a 18.5" barrel but was thinking to buy a 24" barrel swap it on for clay or hunting.
Yet right at the time picking up today I was told it's not possible to swap for a 24" barrel on this particular model of 1301 tactical. Wish I did my research before spent this much money and found out in aftermath.
The holidays are rough. I feel like itโs so hard not to be triggered when everything is so focused around family and togetherness - my toxic family always comes out of the woodwork and expects us to be a happy family when we are literally the furthest thing from.
Iโm grieving the death of loved ones as well. I also have xmas specific trauma, some of which is general and stems from living in squalor and the chaos my insane mother caused, and two events actually happened on xmas day - one being all our stuff, including presents, were stolen by my moms boyfriend of the time, and we lost a close family member and spent both xmas eve and day in the hospital and in mourning. I also tragically lost my pregnant cousin a few years ago and every xmas since has been so much worse.
I feel like thereโs no more joy left in family holidays and no young kids to make it magical and power me through. Our traditions are just dead, along with the people who made it special for me. I canโt escape the holidays unless I hid under a rock for two months. Itโs actually the worst time if the year for me and itโs very disregulating seeing everyone else express such joy and talk about their family and traditions. It just depresses me to the point that I want to sink into the ground and never emerge again.
Because of all of this family related pressure, my family will start coming on hard and Iโm weaker during this time. I have a greater need myself to fix things and have the happy family I always wanted. This only ever hurts me. And every year I swear Iโll never do xmas again. But here I am. Trying to make things work. Again. I just unblocked my family at the beginning of this month, and Iโm already a wreck. I just blocked them again today. But I know how hard itโs going to be to keep this boundary up. Iโve caved every year. I canโt imagine denying them xmas, and myself by proxy. But I also canโt take their shit anymore. The holidays make me sad anyway and things will never be the same again, so why do I keep doing this?
Thank you if you got this far. This is very painful and I know itโll get worse nearer the day when everything I hear and see will be xmas and family related and Iโll be comparing my situation and asking why me. Iโm going to try to make my own tradition, but even still, it seems weird and alternative, and I donโt know how to make is special for me - especially with all the baggage and pressure from my family, and the stress of holding the line more than usual to
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This guy I've started hooking up with again really wants to try doggy after an unsuccessful attempt. He kept poking my asshole a few too many times. And every time I tired redirect it, we sucked at coordinating so it just became too much of a hassle mid sex to resolve right then and there. In no way do I blame the guy, it was in the back of a coupe with horrible lightning and everything was just sliding around. But that being said, I definitely want to try again. I just don't know if theres any technique or a good way to line everything up in a not idle setting like that.
