Nervous Breakdown (EP) Puns

i can't figure it out

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I joined her twitch stream today, and there was a rumor going around of her wearing a diaper. She at first was ignoring the hate but then more people were saying some really hurtful things to her, and she ended up literally breaking down and screaming at the camera. Started bawling her eyes out and then she ended the twitch stream abruptly. I don't understand why people have to send hate, I understand right now she doesn't acknowledge her EDs, And there's a difference with being frustrated with her not taking accountability, but there's no reason to send unsolicited hate to her & creating rumors and telling her that she's f@t and ugly. I never seen her get upset like that, I was really disturbing.

Bungie needs to stop enabling him.

Hello, Reddit.

I am 29 f and the friend in question is 'Lyla', 30 F. We met through work and have been friends since six years.

I am close to eight months pregnant. This is relevant to the story.

Lyla is single and has been so since over four years. She tried dating apps but nothing ever worked out long term. This has been a cause of mounting frustration for her since a while. On the other hand I am happily married. Lyla always seemed happy for me, although I sometimes detected a bit of envy in her but I brushed it off.

Lyla recently lost her job because she was discovered to have engaged in insider trading (she worked in finance). She has high credit card debt and recently had a string of miserable dates. One man ghosted her because she looked far too different irl than her pics, the other was a misogynist, the third "hit it and quit it" as she put it.

The other day, I was suffering from a severe bout of backache, headache, and stomach upset all at once. I was also running a bit of a fever, so clearly not in the best of moods.

Lyla came over for a visit unnanounced. She does this often, although I've asked her to tell me beforehand as I often look like shit because pregnancy, and want some minutes to freshen up before I have company.

She ranted to me about her dating disasters for literally the fifth time that same week, went on and on about how her employers were unfair, and then suddenly started to cry. The full on bawling- makeup running down her face-Hiccuping sort of crying because she really just wanted to date someone.

I consoled her as best as I could, asked her if I should talk to some of my or my Hubs' friends to set her up with someone. I have suggested this to her earlier too, but she never responded clearly. This time though, she did.

"No Kinvara, I don't want to be set up with any of your and your husband's friends. I don't need your pity party. You will never understand me or what I want, so I am sure you will pick some loser for me, so you are always better, one step ahead. Just stop with your stupid suggestions."

I was taken aback completely, but I decided to be as understanding as I could.

"Okay sorry I asked, I won't ask again. What can I do to help? Or would you rather just have me listen?"

Then she dropped this gem:

"Why? So you can keep hearing about my horrible life while living the dream with a handsome husband, a baby on the way, and a job waiting for you right after you finish maternity leave? Do you get off on my m

The reason for my drop out was I felt that accounting was not the right choice for me. I only did it for the money, I had no desire for the work.

After many years, I procrastinated by playing video games and never really gained any other skills. I am currently unemployed and living with my parents. Never had a job at the age of 30.

I thought computer science with stats and AI would be a better fit for me but I wasted too much time doing nothing.

So now I am thinking of just finishing accounting and getting a job.

I live in San Francisco. I do not drive (just use the public transit). No driver's license.

What are your thoughts?

I really can’t handle working full time and then coming home and working full time. Today I spent my day off from my day job apologizing to customers and now I’m in bed fucking crying because I feel like I just ruined my business. My S/O can’t relate at all and I feel really isolated and overwhelmed. Tips for anxiety or free mental health care resources greatly appreciated.

Today I’ve got a nervous breakdown when I’ve left the place where I work. Just 5 minutes later after my leaving I opened TD and thought “damn, why I’m spending so much time on it”, deleted it and no regrets. Well, it was a bit emotional decision, but I’ve been playing this game almost since the launch (I’m totally a F2P player and never spent a dollar) and almost always it was a nice time killer with interesting events, updates, etc. But this December was a breaking point. We had two events (Horror Show and Christmas), without even a break between them, earlier there was a Month Qualifier (easy Birdcage, huh) and some tri-series, so just 2 month of non-stop grinding + spending money in case you P2P. And even on some earlier stages of these events you had to grind cuz you need some specific cars to get prizes. So I’ve realized that I’m addicted to this god damn game and spend so much time on it without emotional feedback. Last 2 months I’ve been feeling just bad emotions about this game. So, this was some story of mine, I hope other players either think over their attitude towards the game or just enjoy the game. Thanks everyone!

Well, the title pretty much sums this up. My ex and I were together a long time. We were planning on getting married and talking about adopting and everything. We lived together, etc. Then one day I was at work and I started getting messages from her coworkers asking if she was ok because she no call no showed. That is really unlike her, so I freaked out a little and told work I had an emergency and had to go. In the midst of all this, while I was getting stuff wrapped up at work, a coworker of hers texted me and said they got ahold of her and she's fine. So I stayed at work, thinking I would hear about whatever happened when I got home. I texted her a few times but didn't hear back. To me that was no biggie since she didn't text at work usually.

Well, when I got home she had moved out. I got one text from her saying it's over. No explanation. No nothing. And she blocked me everywhere. Our relationship was awesome. If this would have been a toxic relationship I could just tell myself I'm better off. But we were great together. People who know me said they have never seen me happier. And her family said they had never seen her happier.

I've spent the past four months trying to figure out why. Like wtf did I do? Then one day last week I wake up to a bunch of texts from her. She's so sorry. She feels terrible. She made mistakes. To me it sounds like she suffered some kind of breakdown.

We have been talking off and on ever since then. And we want to meet face to face and talk about things. But she told me she is working through a lot of issues and still wants to work through a few things before we meet. I am fine with that because I don't know if I am ready to see her either. She is the love of my life and I am still in love with her even after what she did. I'm afraid if I see her I will be caught between wanting to break down crying and wanting to grab her and kiss her.

I was planning on sharing my life with this person. And that day back in August, there went my future. I was starting to get used to the idea of going on without her. I was starting to think she is never coming back and I will just have to move on. Then, she reaches out to me. I am not really sure how to proceed here. I've never been in this situation before. Some advice would be great. Thanks.

TL;DR My ex suffered a nervous breakdown and disappeared on me 4 months ago. Now she is reaching out and wanting to talk.

The big adrenaline response. Eith deep fear that it's never going to get better, which I am fighting tooth & nail. I keep getting "reinforcement" from the trauma telling me why it isn't going to get better, and so I am building a response to it to calm it down. It's very hard--I'm sure all of you fine folks understand. I could sure use some kind words of support. Thank you.

I start college next week and I’m signed up to study Film, but I’m afraid of not having a secure career after college. I was wondering if computer science is as hard as everyone makes it out to be. Keep in mind, I have no coding/CS experience and my math skills are average on a good day.

Walked in and got the job instantly when I went for it. I'm just looking forward to a change and different pace. Used to be in management but now I'm going to be paid nearly the same to not have to do as much nor make the big choices.

Also, I can walk to work! (my last job required my car to take bank deposits and it was far from home.) Which is such a big perk. I don't have to leave an hour before I have to be there. I can leave 15 mins before. And come in at a later time. Or I can bike and be there in 10.

Never would have gotten the nerve to just quit and do something else to help myself if it wasn't for this sub. It's empowerment and definitely made me feel less alone in this world.

Thank you all!!

So I (25f) unfortunately had the worst mental breakdown of my life on Sunday. (Due to narc abuse) there was excess screaming and crying and I felt like my head and heart were going to explode. I went outside for some cold fresh air to try to get a grip on reality. I wasn’t out for long but eventually after 3 hours of coming down I felt a headache creeping up. I went to bed and got up the next morning with body aches, neck pain, and the headache never left no matter how many pain killers I took. 4 days later I am still in pain and extremely fatigued, I have very feverish dreams and overall just feel out of it. I also need to mention during the “situation” on Sunday I was slightly choked and then the person let go. I don’t know if that caused all the pain I’m feeling but I just need to know will the physical symptoms eventually go away? Am I just overthinking it? Could it be the flu? Any helpful advice would help me tremendously to get out of pain.

My ENG IOs is two days later, and I am VERY VERY nervous.

I did my Korean IO, almost crying, although I didn't mess it up terribly, it wasn't a good experience.

I am taking two sleeping pills each day just to sleep and I couldn't eat much so I lost like 3kg.. It feels like I am going to mess this up and get a 4 or a 3.

Can someone help me? Like, I am kinda ready to suicide myself if I mess it up, which I know it's ridiculous, but it feels like that right now . Like, does everyone feels like this? Or am I exaggerating?

I am not a priority in anyones life. I am constantly doing for others, never taking care of myself. And all of those people, my family, treat me like garbage. My needs and wants do not matter, but god forbid I don’t take care of everyone else’s needs and wants. I know it sounds like I’m just being dramatic, but the honest to god, no one gives a shit about me. And the only reason I am still on this earth is bc I feel too guilty to off myself (suicide is selfish) so I basically just fucking exist so I don’t hurt people. But I hate my life, and it doesn’t look like it’s ever going to get better. So I’ll just continue miserably existing so people can continue to take advantage, have zero gratitude for all I do. Ffs what’s the fucking point. I hate everyone and everything.

I've been living with my dad and great aunt since my mom passed. Its supposed to be until I get on my own feet but since my aunt is 90 years old she relays on me a lot for day to day stuff and I know she's not going to take me leaving well when it happens.

But that's not what my vent is about right now. My vent is that these two grown ups are constantly bickering and sniping at each other, like everything the other says is somehow a personal insult. To be fair it is mostly my aunt poking the bear but dad certainly isn't an angel here.

I'm already anxious and exhausted, and listening to them takes that anxiety from like a 5 to a solid 9!

I've been on the edge of nervous breakdown all day. What do I do to ease that feeling?

Hi all,

First post ever. Might be a throwaway a/c. We'll see.

Context first before current issue: So I've mostly been raised by my grandmother my entire life. My mother lived with us but she was physically and mentally abused by my father before I was born. I didn't know exactly how bad it was til I was older.

When I was 16 my father turned up on the scene again and my mother started seeing him again. Eventually inviting him into staying in the house on weekends. This all despite my grans and my wishes. He smoked, generally destroyed the house and pretty much destroyed all my confidence to the point where I just lived in my room and didn't come out when he was there. She would ignore my grandmother and get angry at her for asking for help. Left her sitting by herself for hours while u was at work and probably much more that I don't know about. This continued for years until it reached a boiling point where he got verbally abusive with my grandmother and In the ensuing argument between he and I, he threatened to have me killed. My mother, despite being In the room at the time denies he ever did this. In fact she denied he ever did anything wrong. They broke up for a little bit then got back together in 2020.

During all this my grandmother was the only person that ever had my back and supported me as much as she could. She had her faults. She overindulged my mother's temper tantrums etc, but I never until recently realized how much she actually shielded me from.

So... fast forward to mid 2021 and my grandmother passed away. This was a horrible time for me. During the wake (where you stay with the body for a while), which was a somber affair with only my mother, my girlfriend and me there. being that covid was and is very much a concern this was understandable. A nun my grandmother joined us and asked us to say a few words each. My mother proceeded to talk over both myself and gf. To the point that the nun just kinda stood there with this incredulous look on her face. This is the point where I should have realized how bad things would become. I should also mention that despite my gf being absolutely loved by my gran and they had a very close relationship, my mother doesn't see why she has the right to grieve. Also she seems to hate my gf for being not from our home country.

Since mid April, my mother has proceeded to tell me my grandmother was very disappointed in me. (I know thats not true, she was very proud and only ever asked me to look out for my

He’s foreshadowed it himself there…

I think I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown. My thoughts of sh are overwhelming and scaring the hell out of me. I thought about harming someone else for a second because of a thing i read that my anxiety took to a whole other level because I was dreading doing something. I can't stop shaking and hold blades tightly or cutting. I can't get myself so vocalize anything so I'm laying on the floor in silence trying to calm my mind and talk myself off the edge. So far watching videos is all that's helping because it's stopping me from thinking. My spirling came from something I read and writing about it is bringing it back to my mind. Help.