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That is my eating disorder, which literally brought the life that I am to give up my body quite too many times. Times when I thought I left my life in the toilet, running out of breath and vomiting blood; times when I thought my head would explode, my eyes would pop out and my heart would fail; times when I’d hit the bed unconscious and have all the physical reality disappear into pitch black nothingness… When it couldn’t get any worse, I was presented with the choice of life or death. Seeing that death was guaranteed and life was not, I chose life, but I didn’t know how to live as all I knew was pain. For the first time I cried my heart out in desperation and love for life. The only tears I had known until then were tears of anger, pain and frustration, but at my lowest, Life had touched me. That’s when Sadhguru and Yoga entered my life. Initially I just wanted to earn a good death through those practices as I felt I just needed to rest, but as my body got stronger, I thought I could use some more time on this planet. Now I find myself feeling the best I ever have or could imagine possible. All the pain turned into strength and a driving force to make something happen that nobody has done so far for people struggling with eating disorders and the deeper psychological issues that lie hidden beneath them. I’ve read all kinds of books on psychology, psychoanalysis, eating disorders, etc., and I know for a fact that the treatment methods being used today, ultimately don’t work. Seeing the death rate and the number of people relapsing, I just can’t sit here doing nothing about it. Let’s talk!
If you or someone you know is struggling with such things, please don’t hesitate to reach out to me! Complete recovery and living a life of ease and wellbeing IS possible! Let us make it happen!”
Love, Alida
Simple. Bad dream won’t last very long.
I can't believe it but I've just secured a My Dear Melancholy Vinyl years after release from a legit record shops online store in the UK...
FFS stop being nice. Stop pinging her CONSISTENTLY to make sure she's not mad. Stop laughing at her unfunny jokes. Stop being neutral until you learn her opinion and then jumping on that side because if you have a different opinion she will ridicule and berate you until you change it.
This past weekend I got to try out my first illegal commander deck using [[Uvilda, Dean of Perfection]] and [[Nassari, Dean of Expression]] and it was a blast!
I really like the Strixhaven deans from, but I was pretty bummed that they were modal-faced cards and not partners, because they are clearly meant to work together. Fortunately, my playgroup is cool with illegal commanders if the cards in question are reasonable (i.e. [[Hans Eriksson]] and [[Saffi Eriksdotter]] or any of the nephilims).
After getting the okay for using the deans, I looked at all of them and felt that Uvilda and Nassari were the most interesting pair... and also because I have a thing for exile mechanics (I already have [[Bell Borca, Spectral Sergeant]] and [[Prosper, Tome-Bound]] decks) and have been trying to find a spell-slinger/storm deck that works for me.
It was great! My highest storm count was only 10, but that was enought to kill off my biggest threat, and then Nassari got so huge from casting multiple spells off [[Epic Experiment]] that I was able to just commander damage my remaining opponents shortly after.
What other interesting illegal commanders have you seen/played? I wanted to build [[Sanctum of All]] when it first released, but that ended up becoming a jank, convoluted infinite loop deck (no ragrets).
We met up yesterday to have a belated birthday celebration. I haven't seen you in awhile and you look as beautiful as ever.
I gave you the gift I bought 3 weeks ahead of time. You looked even more beautiful when you opened the gift. The happiness you couldn't contain made my heart flutter, made me smile ear to ear, and made my eyes more glued to you.
I drove far to meet you. Seeing you was already enough to say it's worth the drive. But the way you smiled and thanked me made it more worthwhile.
I said I was not going to go overboard and will be distancing myself to you but I really can't. Maybe I really just don't want to.
I have been loving you more each day, and I don't know if I'll be able to stop, but don't worry because I won't be saying it to you.
I will keep loving you from a distance because I know that we can't be together. I'm still glad I'm in love with you, cause you're worth the heartache.
-Jay
My dear L., It has been almost 4 days but only now I get it, I need to call you my ex from now on. I guess that the idea of us getting back together still lingers in my mind.
You said that you need time to think, that we’ll talk about it later, you kissed me and said you’re sorry. I know we won’t get back together but I’ll do anything for it. I truly believe that we could fix things.
I want you to know that you are not perfect. That I’m aware to your flaws and even though I know it I still think you’re perfect - to me. You thought me what real love is, a true unconditional love. For times I thought you’re the love of my life.
I believe that someday we’ll find other people. But I honestly think that I won’t find anyone better than you, and I won’t be able to love someone more than you. I believe that no one can love you more than I did, but you don’t know it yet. I have a lot of feelings now, but I still wish you to be happy. That’s all I ever cared about from the start. One day I’ll be able to let you go knowing that I gave 100% of myself. One day.
I love you with all my heart, N.
This feels like a step backwards from Battlefield V. Like not just this mechanic but the game in general, it just kinda feels like Battlefield 4 in new colors and weird specialists.
Like what's the point of going back to the familiar modern theater if you don't expand upon it? Instead of feeling like a new fresh modernized Battlefield 4 it just feels like.... Battlefield 4. But weird.
