Little Torments Puns

Based on my title, you can guess where I am going. To the point, yesterday I told My sub I would love a bj. It was late, and I know her back was hurting, but the obedience she shows is without reproach when it comes to My needs. she was about to prep when I held her and explained it was not a command for tonight. I gave her the infection of knowing she is wanted, but can't do anything about it. This will fester all day. I am sending little memes about our D/s life style plus simple and tasteful b/w pictures of what I would possibly enjoy, or find worthy of My attention. I may postpone the release till tomorrow... We have a get together with some vanilla friends and I must be honest, the looks and squirming are delicious. I am unsure if My sense of smell is above average, but I can smell the distinctions of her when she is turned on or not. Like smelling a freshly cooked meal that you can't wait to devour. Anyone else do anything similar? Too bad her job won't allow skirts or dresses.. drip drip...

This one was passed onto me by a gymnast friend of mine. They put toothpicks / cocktail sausage sticks on the back of the knee to ensure the leg is kept completely completely straight during training. Any little knee (or elbow, armpit etc) bend will result in tiny pin prick pains in the soft flesh behind your knee.

Taking this idea and running with it in a bdsm scenarios & there’s a lot of possibilities. Long distance sub acting up? Have them hold their arms up. Want to torment your rope bunny? Anywhere there’s a good spot. Brats being bratty? Pop two sticks in their inner elbow as they chomp down on yer meat and potatoes with their arms stretched out wide. For 5 minutes? 10? You decide.

Toothpicks folks. Tiny pointy toothpicks.

Okay, sorry for posting about the same stuff but this book is really messing with my head.

I don't think the book advocates suicide or champions it, and does an amazing job explaining and portraying the thought process and psychology that goes into it, and wonderfully changes how it saw suicide.

1.I saw a wonderful and insightful comment about the nature of pain and pain abatement, and how it is unique to an individual and there is little others can understand about it. While I don't think it is making a stand for or against suicide, I feel that it is giving the message that suicides can be put off but not prevented no matter how much love and support is offered. I understand that his decision also had to do with his physical pain as much as his trauma and Willem's death (probably). But honestly, what else can be offered other than help, love and support? And with that, I understand it doesn't undo any physical and emotional pain, but really it breaks my heart that there is nothing that could be done by Harold and Andy and even Willem and still it makes them feel inadequate and tormented till the end of time. If pain is really unsharable and incomprehensible to others, how is it really preventable? I know Jude's life is a little extreme.

2.He was genuinely happy with Willem, and I think even if it didn't alleviate his pain, a part of me likes to think he would be alive if Willem were alive too because he gave him the kind of relationship he wanted, in his own words. I know he was to far gone to like himself but it just makes me feel like he would hang on to life for Willem, even if it was because he felt indebted. If he can consider, in part, to amputate for Willem's sake, he could hang on for him. anyone feel that he would have been here if Willem was still here?