I have been exposed to pornography before my double digits. But its just exposure, you know. Like a discovered crazy shit that I do not know. Like an adventurer. Like a child. It was okay, sometimes I look at it and say meh. But its so intriguing like a treasure or something cus I keep coming back to this keyword. Porn, hentai, sex, nude, I knew it all. It also didn't about the fact that I'm very aware of certain things and is very asking of why things are happening around. Making me avoid doing things that are a waste of time like talking with classmates, or talking in general cause I knew these people are not gonna be around anymore. Social problem, no friends, damned addiction possibility, and Im screwed. And then it happened, I heard my classmates talking about it. And I tried it, first time, sucks. Weird but experimented with it more. You know what makes this act so powerful. I knew I shouldn't be doing it. Not telling anyone, like second nature. But I was never a talker, so snitching was not really a thing to me that much. So it shouldnt be a surprise. Like I never talked about porn I saw. I never talked about jerking off. Might be because they say 18 only and children tend to rebel and shit like that aint even work I thought fbi or cia gonna come to house bro. But it didnt. Im rambling arent I.
A long time I stopped. I used to do it everyday. Twice or maybe more. Stressful days and super long project months or maybe even game and happy days when i find good youtube channels or movies or fandoms then i forget. Like its not even an addiction. But of course I did it again multiple times on long periods of time and forgetting it like a red light green light. Its terrible. Scarcity of doing it made it more powerful and deadly.
Now I said good movies and shit like that right. Yeah. I have standards and that standard seeped through porn when these good content and entertainment passed its moments and i later forget about them and arent willing to see them again cause im trying to find some new content thats good. Guess what cant find any. Here we are. Porn. 1v1. It won. Why? Categories and preferences so good at tagging and so much content. whats not to love. this system of finding shit is so good. youtube is put to shame. which is the best content platform of all time mind you.
Judgement day. A long time has passed, my post-clarity self and the other guy I dont know are in a battle that happens when the other is gone. I make collections and delet
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The bartender says, “Hey! Aren’t you the rope that I just threw out?”
The rope replied, “No. I’m a frayed knot.”
Do video games make everything about life less enjoyable or only the abstract thinking type jobs (engineering, finance etc.)?
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Hi! I'm looking for a movie that I saw many years ago, but I can't remember the name right now. It was basically a movie about a guy who was climbing mountains and had to cut the rope of his friends and let them fall to survive, after that he becomes a killer and I think he traps people somewhere with traps and kills them something like that. Does anybody know the name of the movie?
I just saw a youtuber called random hands "restore" what he called an ancient Greek sword that was quote from a Spartan Armoury. First of all that's completely bullshit your just tricking some really stupid people or children, second he does what two million other channels claim to do and that is clear the rust of with vinegar, sand the fuck out of it and buff it to a mirror polish then make a handle with casted brass (also buffed to a poor mirror polish) and he drilled a big uneven hole in the blade and sharpened it but I. The closeup end shots you can see that all the edges are wavy and uneven like it shouldn't piss me off this much but it genuinely annoys me this kind of garbage.
