"I am", I said.
I came out of the room and my mom asked me "Where did you hear that beautiful song you are humming to your baby?"
New song is called "Shelter", I love their sound and this is their first new music in four years
https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/broken-bells-shelter-766135/
I [26F] was a lurker on this subreddit for several months until recently, due to my extreme baby fever. I have never been a person who dreamed about having kids but for some reason last October the desire hit me hard out of nowhere. All I could think about day in and day out was about being pregnant and having a baby. I did hours of research every day about every possible pregnancy and newborn topic I could think of, taking tons of notes.
Meanwhile I practically begged my husband [32M] to consider having a baby as soon as he would be willing. But he had excuses such as that he wanted us to first to pay off his car, pay off our mattress, save more money, as well as for him to get a few certifications first. I reluctantly agreed that his requests were reasonable and that we could wait.
It seemed that 99% of the time that I would bring up baby stuff to my husband, he would brush off the topic. It hurt a little, but I decided I could back off a little, in hope he would eventually come more around to the idea.
Time went by, and as the holiday season arrived my time and thoughts were filled with in-laws, holiday planning, gift shopping & wrapping, that I truly didn't have time to think about babies. February came and I realized that I was no longer obsessed with babies, and that my baby fever had virtually disappeared. At first I thought this was a good thing because I was distracting myself from my previous obsession, and patiently waiting for our agreed-upon timeline.
Then I realized that I think I'm actually really enjoying it just being my husband and I, with no small humans to take care of, no small being that I have to provide nourishment to from my own body (because if I did have a baby I think I would prefer to breastfeed over formula), no financial burden of baby expenses. I almost really like it. No, this is not a "child-free" post because I want my baby fever to come back - I want to be obsessed with it again.
I just don't know what to think because: I know my husband would like to have a child eventually, (and yes I technically was the one who begged him into the idea of having a child in the first place), and now my baby-fever and possible desire to have a child at all is going away. I'm hoping that desire comes back, because that's like a life benchmark, to have a kid, right? Will I be 90 and regret never having had kids? I just don't know what to think. And to top it all off, at dinner at a restaurant the other n
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Putting myself out there once again, and who knows where it might lead me? Looking for someone interested in making things work, despite distance and incredible odds. Likely gonna be in Japan for the next 6 months, and I'll be returning to the Philippines after my studies
About me:
- 26, 5'5" , 7.5/10 in looks, female friends have mentioned I remind them of a teddy bear
- People say I'm kinda chubby (?) but I've honestly been exercising a lot (thank you Bouldering)
- hobbies include: Netflix, watching movies, anime, video games.
- I play the guitar, so I regularly listen to Music (Pop, JPOP, KPOP, Indie stuff [ like 88rising, etc JOJI IS LIFE] )
- Can speak Japanese relatively fluently (N2 passer, for those that know what the JLPT is)
- I absolutely love food.
- I also stream video games sometimes
About you:
- pls be cute. 6/10 and above (likely if you're a 6/10, I'll think you're a 9.5/10)
- no height preference, this doesnt really bother me
- similar interests is a huge plus, I'm also interested in getting into your interests as well.
- Will help in carrying conversation, I try my best to reply but its hard to work with dry replies
- bonus if you know what song my title is from.
- big bonus if you also speak japanese / is learning japanese.
I don't know what else to put here, since literal suntok sa buwan to, but I'm hoping I find something worth my all.
I’ve been in love with Regina’s music since middle school, and as a fan I have search high and low for her music. After listening to 11:11 and Songs, as well her unreleased Gems like “8th floor”, “Cut My Hair”, “Mermaid”, and “School is Out”, I have always wanted to hear a proper studio version of these songs, or for her to re-record some of her old album songs like how she did so for “Samson” and “Ne Me Quitte Pas”. Do think that it’s likely for a lot of them, or will she do completely new material like her last album?
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