For everything I see about communism always involves a revolution and never a peaceful change and itโs very off putting. This probably sounds dumb but Iโve only have a basic understanding of communism
Like damn. I thought BO4 went through some development hell, but COD 2020 must've been in an even worse state for Activision to do something like that.
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๐ Mortician "Darkest Day of Horror" LP (transparent blue/transparent green) Death/Grind NM/NM $28usd OBO
๐Repugnant "Epitome of Death" LP (black) Death Metal VG+/VG+ $30usd
๐High On Fire "Blessed Black Wings" DLP (swamp green/orange merge w/gold splatter) Stoner/Doom/Heavy Metal NM/NM $30usd OBO
๐Magister Templi "Into Duat" LP (black) Doom/Heavy Metal VG+/VG+ $18usd
๐Krypts "Unending Degradation" LP (black w bone/red splatter) Death Metal VG+/VG+ $30usd OBO
๐Malokarpatan "Stridลพie Dni" LP (black) Heavy/Black Metal NM/NM $25usd OBO
๐Attic "Sanctimonious" DLP (white) Heavy Metal/Mercyful Fate clone NM/NM $35usd OBO
๐Adamantium "When It Rains It Pours" LP (black) 90's Metalcore VG+/VG+ $6usd OBO
๐Dawnbringer "XX" MLP (black) Heavy Metal/Black Metal VG+/VG+ $12usd OBO
๐ Graveyard "Graveyard" LP (black) Psychedelic Doom VG+/VG+ $12usd OBO
๐ Led Zeppelin "Led Zeppelin" LP (black) reissue Rock NM/NM $14usd OBO
๐Magic Circle "Departed Souls" LP (black) Doom/Heavy Metal VG+/VG+ $12usd OBO
๐Pig's Blood "A Flock Slaughtered" LP (black) Bestial Black/Death VG+/VG+ $15usd OBO
๐Torche "In Return" 10"+CD (orange) Stoner/Doom VG+/VG+ $15usd OBO
๐Zuul "To The Frontlines" LP (blue) NWOHM NM/NM $25usd OBI
๐Mayhem "De Mysteriis Dom Santhanas" LP (black) VG+/VG+ Black Metal $25usd OBO
๐Majority Rule "3-Song Demo" 10" (red) limited to 100 Hardcore/Punk NM/NM $25usd OBO
๐City of Caterpillar "City of Caterpillar" LP (clear) Hardcore/Punk NM/VG+ $25usd OBO
๐Father Befouled "Desolate Gods" LP (oxblood) Death Metal NM/NM $28usd OBO
๐Katatonia "Brave Murder Day" LP (black) Death Doom NM/NM $30usd OBO
๐Siege Column "Inferno Deathpassion" LP (black) Bestial Black/Death VG+/VG+ $28usd OBO
๐Aptorian Demon "Libertus" LP (grey/purple) Black Metal VG+/VG+ $25usd OBO
๐Spectral Voice "Eroded Corridors of Unbeing" LP (black) first press Death/Doom $40 OBO
๐ Spirit Adrift "Divided By Darkness" LP (sea blue/electric blue merge w/ bone/cyan splatter) limited first press Heavy Metal/Doom VG+/NM $30usd OBO
๐Edge of Sanity "Purgatory Afterglow" LP (orange) Death Metal VG+/VG+ $35usd OBO
๐Obliteration "Nekropsalms" LP (yellow) Death Metal NM/NM $35usd OBO
๐Obliteration "Cenotaph Obscure" LP (green) Death Metal NM/NM $35usd OBO
๐Grave Upheaval "Untitled" DLP (black) first press Death Doooooooooom VG+/NM $50usd OBO
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... keep reading on reddit โกSince the end of 2014-2015 Iโve been undergoing an ordeal that I canโt adequately describe without getting bogged down in what I experienced.
It affected every area of my life, and eventually eroded my ability to maintain the life I was living. My life skills slowly disappeared. My social network and friends vanished. A long time extrovert, I was a divorced, stay-at-home mom and became almost solitary and shunned human interaction as much as possibleโeven with my children (they are now 13 & 15). I spent hours and days (when the kids were with their Dad) alone in nature, or deep โmeditationโ. I put meditation in quotes because it was unintentional.
I experienced tremendous phenomenon over the last 4 years and spent most of my time overwhelmed with experiencing it, or grappling with its meaning or defining what I was experiencing. On some days it is easier to chalk it up to late onset mental illness, yet the profundity of some of these experiences makes it impossible for me dismiss or forget them. I ceased trying to name or describe what Iโve been through. It finally ended when I confused something I was experiencing with reality and it was apparent to others I was unwell. That was a year ago and this past year Iโve spent barely surviving enormous grief and depression
This past winter was the worst, I didnโt think I would survive it. I did. I lost my income and nearly everything in my life. I lost hope and faith. My home of 18 years was sold and then very suddenly within a few short days I moved to a new apartment and miraculously, became employed.
I would like toโand mustโbuild a new lifeโI would like to ground myself so I can begin to build routines to heal myself, integrate what I experienced and endured, and take care of my responsibilities.
Normal channels of healing (therapists) feel inadequate as I am unwilling (and unable) to consider the entire experience simply the result of mental illness.
Before this ordeal I lived my life by spiritual principles. After it began I took a yoga teacher training. I have spiritual knowledge and experience, but am not quite able to order my life into a routine conducive to healing. Regular, healthy meals, exercise, home care routines, socializing, hobbies, etc. which I must do in order to be a good parent and earn my living.
I no longer have a solid sense of โselfโ. I feel like Iโve died, and Iโm here, yet Iโm not.
The pain and frustration of not being able to openly talk about what Iโve been th
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