Art and Upheaval Puns

For everything I see about communism always involves a revolution and never a peaceful change and it’s very off putting. This probably sounds dumb but I’ve only have a basic understanding of communism

Like damn. I thought BO4 went through some development hell, but COD 2020 must've been in an even worse state for Activision to do something like that.

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Since the end of 2014-2015 I’ve been undergoing an ordeal that I can’t adequately describe without getting bogged down in what I experienced.

It affected every area of my life, and eventually eroded my ability to maintain the life I was living. My life skills slowly disappeared. My social network and friends vanished. A long time extrovert, I was a divorced, stay-at-home mom and became almost solitary and shunned human interaction as much as possible—even with my children (they are now 13 & 15). I spent hours and days (when the kids were with their Dad) alone in nature, or deep “meditation”. I put meditation in quotes because it was unintentional.

I experienced tremendous phenomenon over the last 4 years and spent most of my time overwhelmed with experiencing it, or grappling with its meaning or defining what I was experiencing. On some days it is easier to chalk it up to late onset mental illness, yet the profundity of some of these experiences makes it impossible for me dismiss or forget them. I ceased trying to name or describe what I’ve been through. It finally ended when I confused something I was experiencing with reality and it was apparent to others I was unwell. That was a year ago and this past year I’ve spent barely surviving enormous grief and depression

This past winter was the worst, I didn’t think I would survive it. I did. I lost my income and nearly everything in my life. I lost hope and faith. My home of 18 years was sold and then very suddenly within a few short days I moved to a new apartment and miraculously, became employed.

I would like to—and must—build a new life—I would like to ground myself so I can begin to build routines to heal myself, integrate what I experienced and endured, and take care of my responsibilities.

Normal channels of healing (therapists) feel inadequate as I am unwilling (and unable) to consider the entire experience simply the result of mental illness.

Before this ordeal I lived my life by spiritual principles. After it began I took a yoga teacher training. I have spiritual knowledge and experience, but am not quite able to order my life into a routine conducive to healing. Regular, healthy meals, exercise, home care routines, socializing, hobbies, etc. which I must do in order to be a good parent and earn my living.

I no longer have a solid sense of “self”. I feel like I’ve died, and I’m here, yet I’m not.

The pain and frustration of not being able to openly talk about what I’ve been th