There was some speculation that Sudi was leaving when the NYU Panel sketch last season used her name as one of the people who submitted a question. On Bowen and Matt Rogers' podcast this week she confirmed that she's moving on. She has a gig writing for Vanessa Bayer's new show.
idek why im still alive , my mind refuses to gorw up , my body refuses to,..grow down , everyon sees me as a grown up now , and im just here , suffering , my body hates me , my mind too , i hate myself too , im too scared to do anything but it feels like the only option , i hate venting becuse no one cares , no one ever cared , i dont even know if they cared when i was a child or if i just never got to a point where i could see no one cares , i go to school and i have exams , but i study for them , its not like i dont study , i litraly starved myself just so i could deal with the stress of it becuse crying while studying wasnt an option , my mom didnt let me even cry , she just guilt tripped me saying how i cant study good enough if i cry or feel sad or any negative emotion ,so i just had to find some way , any way to not...show it , somehow starving worked , now i just go and vent , im in tears and venting about the whole childhood thingy , i litraly tell her that idk what i didnt have that kids who die at like 4 or 5 had , i litraly tell her i wish i died years ago when i tried to , i litraly told her my brain cant handle anything im going through right now , and all she says is that i need to get over it , that i dont have the right to feel sad like this becuse everyone else feels not sad that theyre not a child , that im just doing and feeling all of this becuse im too lazy and too selfish to take responsbiltys , but i cant handle them , she says im just faking or over reacting becuse i dont want to study , but if its an act why cant i just stop it , why cant i just stop it and be happy if its all an act , i would rather study and do stuff then to want to die every single day , if its an act why cant i just stop it , why am i not allowed to feel emotions i feel , my emotions are awful , my emotions arent right , i cant feel them and idk why i cant feel them but i cant , idk why im alive , im clearly just a burden , im clearly just wrong , why am i alive , i wish i could just go die but its scary , idk if i will even die , idk where i would go afterwards , well at least im not sure , and i just ... cant bring myself to do it , but why , theres clearly nothing to live for , not for me at least , i hate my mind , why dose it make me want to die but dosnt give me enough courg to actully die , whats wrong with me , why cant i just be fixed , i dont even want to be fixed , i just want to be a child , or idk just not exsist at all
Ciao sudditi e suddite! Alla luce dell'ultima creepypasta (molto curiosa) mi sono chiesto chi possa avere un prequel – perché sono personaggi che potrebbero avere un buon proseguo, secondo me.
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