Hi guys, this is my first time posting here. I found this monologue in one of Winnie's lessons and I loved how dramatic it is and I wanted to give it a shot. I haven't actually watched this play so I'm making up the situation.
Who am I? I am Brian, a guy that has recently broken up with his girlfriend because of infidelity, and when we were together, I let her walk all over me. I am tired of not taking a stand and letting her treat me however she wants.
Who am I talking to? I am talking to my ex-girlfriend, someone who I loved but hurt me deeply.
What's going on? My ex-girlfriend has asked me to meet for dinner and she wants us to get back together. I am tired of letting her treat me poorly and I must take a stand.
Where am I? I am at a restaurant, having dinner with my ex-girlfriend.
What do I want? I want to show my ex-girlfriend that there’s no way we can be together and it’s all her fault because she doesn’t know how to love someone because she wasn’t loved by her mother.
What happened just before this scene? I was having dinner with my ex-girlfriend and she told me that she missed me and that she loves me and regrets the choices she made.
Original monologue:
What the FUCK do you know about love? Hmm? Oh no, wait a minute, I know: your mother loved you. That’s why you’re so secure, right? That’s why you have panic attacks and hide under the bed all day: That’s why you’re in therapy: That’s why you fucked another man! Because you’re so secure! Because your Mother fucking loved you so fucking much!
But what if she didn't? What if she didn't love you?
Come on – like you said: You’ve got to ask the question sometimes. What if you’re wrong?
Because tell me this – who did your mother learn it from? You told me she was treated like shit. So where did she learn how to love? I’ll tell you: from books. From the TV. From fucking Hollywood. She gave you stuff, she showered you with unqualified praise, she told you you’d inherit the fucking Earth and it was all fucking bullshit! A simulation: a cheap, superficial imitation of love by someone who didn’t know the meaning of the word. And thirty years later, what’s the result? You. You. A fucking – Easter Egg of a person.
You don’t know who you are, you don’t know what you want, you don’t know what you think – Life throws shit at you and you collapse and you know why? Because there’s no core to you, no foundation, none of the things that real love – genuine, complex, awkward love –
In Patti Neilson’s 911 call she describes her being on hall duty and confronting a gunman who ends up firing at her and shooting out a window. The question is was it Eric or Dylan? And she also says a student next to her may have gotten hit, who was that student?
hoping this works. During my research I found a story that Neilson told a goalie to leave a stick flat on the ice to prevent a goal being scored on a empty net, and shortly after the NHL changed the rules so you can't do that. The only wrinkle is I can't find when this game was, now any mention of it in a old news paper article, nor can I find when the rule was changed.
Would anyone have any idea when either of these things took place?
I've been to a few grocery stores now, none of which have carried Neilson brand egg nog. Don't really want to go anywhere else without knowing it's there.
Any help would be appreciated
(At least on Fios, this shows up as one two-hour episode.)
S8E36: Judges Takeover: J Neilson
>>!Here in the forge, bladesmiths have built deadly weapons from around the world, but in this special competition, four smiths are challenged to make something from one of the strangest places around -- the mind of J Neilson. All aspects of the challenge and all the tests have been hand-picked by J himself, and you better believe he did not take it easy on these competitors. The two surviving bladesmiths then return home to recreate another weapon hand selected by J -- the Maguindanao Kris. Which smith can conquer J's brutal challenges and prove themselves worthy of the $10,000 prize and title of Forged in Fire Champion?!<
(Source: History Channel episode description)
S8 E37: Damascus 500
>>!Four smiths hit the fast track in a race to make a damascus [sic] blade with the highest layer count. And the stakes could not be higher -- the winner will get extra time in round two, and the loser with the lowest layer count will get eliminated. The two smiths who reach the finish line, and survive an intense round of testing, will push the pedal to the metal in one final round where they will return home to recreate the Mesopotamian Sickle Sword. The smiths will then return for one last lap in the testing arena, where only one will win the grand prize of $10,000 and the title of Forged in Fire Champion.!<
Everyone knows about the call Patti made in the library which lasted for 26 minutes, capturing the sounds of all the deaths, injuries, screams, taunting, laughs from the killers and so on, as well as the leaked audio of Val Schnurr screaming after Lauren's Townsend's killed. Only 5 minutes of this call have been released, which supposedly only captures Eric and Dylan entering library, yelling for everyone to get up, killing kyle then the released bit ends as their walking towards the window to shoot at the cops and feeling students, but this doesn't really make sense to me.
I'm not sure about most people, but I can clearly hear two loud bangs on top of a desk, then "peek a boo" and then Eric saying "I'm alright Dylan" hence how he injured his nose after killing killing Cassie. This happens at around 4:56 in the YouTube video of the call. And at 5:13, I distinctly hear "my Mom" followed by an ever so silent gunshot. Which you all know Isaiah cried for his Mom when Dylan singled him out. This has made me believe that Cassie and Isaiah getting killed was actually heard on the 911 call.
But at the same time it doesn't really make much sense. Cause their doesn't seem to be any sounds of rapid gunfire which would've been Eric and Dylan shooting out the windows at the cops. And this sequence of events happened before both Cassie and Isaiah were killed. And right after Eric killed Cassie, he made Bree Pasquale beg for her life. And there's no voices heard of anyone pleading to not get killed between the sound of the two loud knocks and the "I just want my Mom". There's no sound of taunting either. But could it have just been people inaccurately lining up the the events in the library?
But anyway, just a little thought that crossed my mind. Maybe I'm just hearing things, and some of the voices and sounds could be the dispatchers in the background. This call is just quite confusing honestly, but I lowkey feel their killings were heard in the call.
Have I entered another dimension or is this just purgatory???
idk if this is already a popular opinion but it needed to be said because neilson’s tastes like the forbidden love child of shrek and strawberry shortcake’s secret affair
Background info: Tracey Neilson was a 21-year-old woman living with her husband in Moore, Oklahoma, USA, when she was killed in her apartment on her 21st birthday, on January 5, 1981.
After a day of medical classes at his college. Tracey's husband, Jeffrey Neilson, returned home to the apartment he shared with Tracey, on the afternoon of January 5. They had been married for 5 months. When Jeffrey got to the apartment, he found the door unlocked. Inside the apartment, he found Tracey on the bed. She was lying face up. Her throat had been slit. and she had been stabbed multiple times in the chest.
During the police investigation, they were quickly able to rule Jeffrey out as a suspect, as he had been at college. What the police learned is the on the morning of her birthday, Tracey ran around and did some errands, and then a neighbor saw Tracey finishing up her chores around the apartment, at about noon. During the afternoon, her friends & family had been calling to wish her a happy birthday, but no one answered the phone.
The medical examiner placed her death at sometime around noon. She had not been sexually assaulted. There was no evidence of a break-in, and there was no signs of a struggle inside the apartment. Robbery doesn't appear to be a motive, because there was only one item missing from the apartment. It was a "1x4" inch keychain that Tracey used, which had her name on it. The police think that the killer took it with him as a souvenir. The killer left several clues in the apartment, most notably a single fingerprint, but unfortunately no match to it has ever been found.
The second clue is a cable ticket book from Southwestern Bell, for cable repair, which may explain how the killer got into the apartment without breaking in, or forcing his way in, because Tracey may have let him in, since he was a repairman. The last ticket in the book was Tracey's address, as the service address. Whoever filled out the ticket, said that the work was completed, and then they signed, or initialed it at the bottom. The ticket said that the work was finished at 11:51 am, on the day of the murder. The police and the Oklahoma State Bereau of Investigation, are hoping that someone will recognize the signature, or the handwriting. Since the murder, the police have followed up on 1500 leads, but after 40 years, they are no closer to figuring out who killed Tracey Neilson on her 21st birthday.
Sources: [https://www.nbcnews.com/feature/cold-case-spot
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