Nobody Knows Anybody Puns

I've never read so many cunts in my life.

Here's a Butthole Surfers track for the occasion.

http://youtu.be/5IKbmQ4Cs08

Edit: I have a prescription from a doctor but he can't get the vaccine I asked in many pharmacies and they said Germany is out of stock I ask here if anybody knows of any pharmacy that has the vaccine right now and I can go there

Downvote me all you want. It’s hilarious honestly .

Like the title says what are some things that are illegal that no one cares or know about.

I've been reviewing my life lately after a series of events. I feel like I finally found clarity about my situation.

I think of my aspergers as a sort of filter. Everything that goes out from me has to pass through the filter before it can reach anyone else, and everything that comes from them has to pass it before reaching me. My perception of others, and their perception of me, has to go through that filter. And the filter is broken.

Can I show my thoughts and feelings to others? Sure, but it usually requires great amounts of time and energy. And I can never do it consistently. Even with people who knows of my aspergers. They promise to communicate with me in a direct way, no reliance on subtle hints that I won't catch. If they want something from me, they have to tell me explicitly. And they promise to understand if I fail to interpret them correctly. But ultimately, they always end up being upset or hurt by me anyway.

It makes sense, really. We kinda assume that others operate in the same ways we do. And for most people that's fine, they have largely the same social codes. But I don't. I am stuck with a broken filter that prevents me from having meaningful, long term relations with others.

I feel like the disposable end of every relationship I am ever going to have, romantic, friendly, or whatever else. I will have a perception of our relationship that is different from theirs. I might think it's all fine, then the next moment, they leave me. Every breakup has come as a sudden surprise to me. Literally every single one. I am always left confused about what happened. I can barely trust anyone anymore because I don't feel like I can ever know them.

And that's the most brutal realization to me. I can never have full access to other people because my perception will always be skewed. And they can never have full access to me, for the same reason. I feel completely stuck with myself, entirely contained to my own being, forever. I will always be alone, even with others. Nobody will ever actually know who I am. And I won't know them.

I don't know what to do anymore. I wish I could break out of this mental prison, but I don't think I ever will. This is how I was born and this is how I will die. It's the only life I have, and it's broken.

At school the only style of guitar people seem to know about is goddamn rhythm guitar. Whenever somebody asks me to play something, I'll play some piece I've been working on for a few months, and they'll just be like "oh that's nice I guess. bUt cAN yOu pLAY wOnDerWalL?"

This goes for everyone in your own country, as well as all other countries including the ones with the ideologies that are widely condemned by the rest of the world.

There may or may not exist some kind of objectively true ideology out there, but certainly no human has been able to identify it. Or at least, they have never been able to justify it in a way that is convincing to everybody.

No matter how counterintuitive or even immoral some ideologies may seem, we have to recognize that any knee-jerk reactions we might have are due to our own experiences, and ultimately all experiences of "obviousness" are subjective and culturally relative.

Asking for a friend.

Right to die should be a thing. If there are things that can help a person end it easily, they should be available to everyone. Reports say that painless ways to die is a frequently searched topic, so yeah! If i can pay for it and i want it... Why not help a pathetic creature in leaving, rather than acting like "oh the world is full of good things.... Blah blah blah.....". it ain't like our population is going down anyways xD

For the last week every time the queen gets nuked anywhere between 0 to 3 people show up. It’s gotten to where I go for the flora and stay the hell away from the mobs—just not worth it. Just my servers?

I've needed to tell someone for a long time but I haven't been able to, and I'm pretty sure my family has no clue as to what thoughts are churning in my head. Anyone else stuck in a situation like this?