COVID 19 pandemic in Hungary Puns

I thought I knew who I was and what I wanted to do when I graduated college a few years ago. I even was fortunate enough to have a job for about a year, before it all came crashing down hard. Like many, I lost my job via the pandemic, and was unemployed for about 9 months. I'm just now finishing up my second week into my now, new, but albeit temporary job.

I realize now that I hate where I've gone and what I've been doing. I'm not sure if I truly felt this way before COVID-19, but the pandemic has definitely aided and been the catalyst. I truly have no idea or sense of belonging in what I've done thus far.

Did anyone else lose focus during the COVID-19 pandemic?