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If they find out I'm done. I'm homeless.
Visited a friend. We were watching a show on Disney, where a young girl feel into a world full of frogs and tries to get back home. At one point ,we get to an episode where the frogs go through an event where they freeze the entire day and every year one villager disappears. The girl offers to protect them, but fails miserably. She gets distracted and barely saves the kidnapped villager. As the frogs freeze up again, they all celebrate her for being their protector. But... she suddenly confesses that it's all wrong and she messed up.
I was rather confused by her action. "Why did she say she messed up? Everything is back to normal. She didn't need to say anything." Yeah... turns out, it's apparently normal to not do anything to hide the evidence. Apparently, people don't utterly despise you when you make a mistake and will hate you until eternity. I am so used to never accidentally do something that could make people dislike me, because I feel It'd lead to me being abandonment and outcasted again
I always wished people could see the way I hurt inside on my outside physically like injuries and bruises so that I wouldn’t be able to deny it when I said I was fine without thinking. Hoping that even if I pretended it didn’t exist people would see it and help so I could actually get better. To know that someone else saw something wrong and I wasn’t just pretending or lying. Turns out even then I can hide it and people won’t see. When I didn’t eat or rationed anything I did eat in front of people and lost weight quickly suddenly people just saw that I was ‘eating healthier’, that I was walking more, I must have just stopped wearing such baggy clothes, anything other than a problem. Even when I tried to say that I hadn’t been going out more and had actually done less I was told that I was understating what I had been doing. People cut me off and didn’t listen and so it started and stoped whenever I could muscle up the energy and courage to fight it off on my own. When I started scratching myself just barely under the point of bleeding that would be visible and sting the next day I would panic and cover them up and no one questioned or even noticed the change in clothes. When I get weeks where I can hardly get out of the bed and just want to cry I would put on a smiling face before I could stop myself and people couldn’t tell the difference. When I try and explain my feeling that I don’t exist and nothing is real people forget about it and move on cause hey, it’s not their life. Even on the days where I couldn’t put on a smiling face people just assumed it was an off day and ignored it and told me to cheer up. My parents got mad at me for hardly being able to function much less explain what’s going on beyond being ‘tired’. I’m tired of knowing that I can pinpoint almost everyone else’s mood and when they’re not fine and knowing that no one can tell the difference between me and the person I project so that people like me. I ask for therapy and it is forgotten because I don’t look ill. Nothing has happened, why would I have a problem? Sometimes I still wish my hurt was externalized but I know I would probably hide it anyways and I would probably succeed. I have been ‘an easy to raise kid’ because the only way people will like me is if I continue to function and that if I let anything slide to prove how fucked and in need of help I am I don’t think I can pick up the pieces before I ruin everything for when I’m ok again. I get better when I can muster anything
... keep reading on reddit ➡I took a order today and the customer tipped me $25 it was only 5 miles and the total for the order was like $30-40. When I arrived, the customer said “merry Christmas” and all I said was “thanks, you too.” If I knew she tipped me that much, I would’ve thanked her and told her how much I appreciate it. It’s just bullshit and not fair to the customer smh 🤦♂️
happened ever since the audio bug where I am deafened completely, I tried reinstalling already
Remember this as shills try and FOMO you into other opportunities by talking about the SI. Hedgies can fake the SI any time they want. If they aren't, it's something they're doing on purpose.
GME's low SI means absolutely nothing. Another stock's high SI means they want people to know about the SI. It's deliberate. They can just mark a short sale as a long sale, calling it a 'computer glitch'. 5-10 years later we find out when they get a measly 500000 dollar fine. You can't even call that a slap on the wrist, those fines are a gentle wag of the finger with a smile and a wink.
Hedgies are desperate for apes to split their investments because the height of the MOASS is directly tied to the number of shares held by diamond hands. And that relationship is non-linear. If diamond handed apes own 10% more shares, that could easily mean 1000% higher price.
Two big squeezes will cost them 100x less than one fizzle and one MOASS. The MOASS isn't called the 'greatest transfer of wealth in human history' and 'a once in history' event for nothing. Trust the DD. Don't let yourself be manipulated. Understand the mechanism of a margin call short squeeze and understand why it's a better strategic play to go all-in on one short squeeze than to split between two.
