Is there any coming back from that? Any salvation from the label of "bad person"? Are real people allowed to be morally grey or is it all good or bad?
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Iβve always been the nice one, the one who goes out of their way to help people, pick up trash, whatever.
Iβve had depression for a few years now and I just keep throwing myself into this mindset where if Iβm not helping people then Iβm not worth anything so here I am trying to be the hero, the good guy, I want to be a phycologist, I want to devote myself to helping people.
Iβm not sure why but sometimes I get so sick of that, Iβm so so sick of helping people. I want to live for myself. I get bad thoughts like this going through my head.
I want to be selfish, I want to be arrogant, I want to hurt people and become a villain. I donβt really want to kill anyone, I donβt know what I want. I just want to be happy with my life.
Iβll probably never act on these thoughts but itβs hard to ignore them sometimes. I get the same kinda urge to run away from my house and live running around the world for the rest of my life but then I remember thatβs stupid. Itβs the same thing.
Thoughts? Does anyone else get this way?
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Obviously I could just come up with some hand-waving lore explanation for this, but I want to know what the rest of you think. If, canonically, places like the Nine Hells and the Abyss are the ultimate destinations for the vast majority of evil mortals, and many campaigns usually have some element of interference from the lower planes, then how could it make sense that previous BBEGs aren't constantly trying to make it back to the Material Plane for either revenge or unfinished business?
Some possible explanations I've considered:
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They always reincarnate as a very low-ranking demon or devil and have no capacity to make it back. The problem with this is that if, inevitably, they rank high enough, or they were already a loyalist able to "cut the line," then they would make it back anyway eventually.
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They simply lose track of mortal grievances from the afterlife. This may make sense for good or neutral characters, but I feel like this wouldn't apply for characters that are explicitly evil. Evil beings are far more likely to hold onto petty grudges or to highly covet material treasures, even after death. Look no further than the Rakshasa flavor.
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After entering the afterlife, you lose your memory of your mortal life. This is the explanation I'm currently going with, but it comes with some pretty heavy implications for the nature of life and death. What's the point of an afterlife if your mind gets wiped clean upon entering? Does someone with no memory of their actions "deserve" whatever their final destination is? If the body and soul are two distinct factors, which one can consciousness really be attributed to? I've decided that these questions may end up being central themes to the larger moral conflict in the campaign. However, I don't think this explanation would work for a campaign that doesn't want to tackle a subject like this.
Anyone out there not interested in using their download cards, I would really appreciate them. I was dumb enough to stick the cards in my jeans pocket and they went through the wash! I know, stupid, but hoping someone out there can help me out. TIA!
This may be the best sounding record I have heard. No noise, crisp, clean. Jim James's voice coming through soaring to unimaginable heights. MMJ bass driving the beat forward clean and with purpose. No muddle, mush, etc. Clear separation. Like a concert in my living room.
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Will try in the 6xxs a bit later.
I ordered Evil Urges from the local record store and when I played it this week I discovered it was two copies of sides 3 and 4. No big deal- these things happen. The record shop was very understanding and had me bring it in for an exchange. Before leaving we checked- two more copies had two sides 3 & 4. So does anyone have two copies of sides 1 & 2?
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No bottom text needed. They won't resist it.
A dementor's kiss makes my body writhe in pain.
But, girl, isn't that what you always wanted?
But itβs only my personal perspective. Hopefully someone could really benefit from my testimony with intense βevilβ feelings and thoughts.
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