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Rant: I'm stuck here for hours some days. No movement, no getting up to stand on my pelvic floor which is so tight I want to stand on it as little as possible. It's like someone is pulling a rubber band at the very base of my spine and tightly clamping everything that goes through it. The muscles are rock hard and way bigger than they usually are. Sitting on anything is out of the question. Toilet thankfully is doable for short periods, but anything else and I'm sitting on a goofball and it just gets bigger and bigger as I sit on it. This is hell.
Physically my junk feels clamped and urinating is hell since feel like I'm peeing through a pinhole
Bugs: I found one ant crawling against my arm. To be honest with you I did nothing. I couldn't. I wasn't getting up for anything other than water, bathroom, or grabbing shit disposable food to eat while lying in bed dying.
This isn't a new trend. I've laid there helpless as spiders crawl on the wall next to me, above me, descend from the ceiling, and crawl on me even a few times. I can't do anything. At the very beginning of having lived alone in this shitty apartment, I watched as the spiders started moving in through the window by my bed.
I sprayed Windex as much as I could all over them every single day...but it was useless. They still came inside and now my window looks dirty from the streaks that squirting half a bottle of Windex onto a window and letting it dry.
Spiders eat bugs I don't want to be here, so I try not to mess with them (/r/spiderbro), but if I have some kind of infestation of bed bugs or fleas while literally going almost nowhere in the last year, I'm going to feel so hopeless and helpless.
I don't even know what I'd do if that happened. I can barley get to the mailbox more than once a few weeks, let alone do what I'd need to do if I had a real infestation. I could call on my girlfriend who lives close by (I'm one lucky fucker to have her), but I hate asking for help and I would very much hope not to do that.
Anyways, this could've been a one sentence post, but here we are.
Anyone else ever deal with this?
Edit-Grammer : Going over the top.
I HAVE ALL MATS REQUIRED FOR THE STUFF I CAN CRAFT-except celeste. Out of regular star frags
https://villagerdb.com/user/jprince4300/list/wishlist
I also have 2x tackle bags, marine pop wall, 2x fish print tees, a fish wand. There’s also 2x termite mounds, 2x ladybug umbrellas, spiderWeb, toy cockroach, and a big aloha shirt. I might have some other stuff just make an offer! I have some NMT as well
https://villagerdb.com/user/jprince4300/list/celeste -celeste items I can craft (with mats provided)
https://villagerdb.com/user/jprince4300/list/what-i-can-offer -what I can offer
