I (F29) have had a string of relationships since my late teens. Once I hit early 20's, I started a pattern of relationships that lasted for 2-3 years before I lost interest in sex and became attracted to someone else. Not wanting to cheat, I'd break it off and start up a relationship with the new person. Circumstances allowed me a bit of a break before I met my now-husband. He was everything I ever wanted in a partner. Right on schedule, I lost interest in sex around the 2-3 year mark. I just assumed there was something wrong with me, and that I'd never want sex that wasn't "novel".
Then I met someone else, who was.. naturally dominant, just in everyday life. I found myself incredibly attracted to him, and I had no idea why. I was so baffled and confused by this, because I've always seen myself as a "strong independent woman" and was usually "revolted" by dominant men. Why did I like this so much?
Long story, I was forced to do some research and soul-searching and in doing so discovered and accepted my submissive kink. I believe this is an inherent part of me, as I have clues from as early as kindergarten. But for some reason, meeting this dominant man finally brought them all out in me.
I told my husband about all this and what I might want in bed, and he's been willing to try.. and he's honestly done a really good job. But I can tell his heart isn't in it. I have a strong desire to be with someone who's very being is dominant. My husband is a lovey-dovey type, and that does absolutely nothing for me anymore. I've asked for polyamorous or open relationships, which he considered, but ultimately doesn't want.
I'm afraid of leaving an honestly wonderful marriage to pursue a more D/S relationship without knowing if it will actually satisfy me. What if, after 2-3 years, I want a new partner again anyway? What if sex isn't that important to me after all? I used to think I could take it or leave it, but now I wonder if I just wasn't getting what I wanted. Does anyone have any experience similar to this? Anyone go on to have great, fulfilling sex for years after discovering what you actually needed?
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But on the plus side, ...it still works.
“Discussion for EVERYTHING PC gaming related” Yet literally every single post I have made has been removed for breaking some type of rule. No game recs! No hardware discussion or questions! No tech support. No streamers. No pcmasterrace language. I believe you can’t even ask for help with a game lol. How is it literally “EVERYTHING” PC gaming related, yet you can’t even talk about practically anything that involves PC gaming? Makes no sense.
What can you even talk about here lmao?
Edit:holy shite. Thanks for leaving this up mods. I didn’t mean disrespect and glad I got some conversation stirring.
he was needed to fortify
I have to draw my own conclusions.
A couple months later I found them hidden somewhere, most likely by some hooligans who had nothing better to do.
Anyways, after I found them I walked up to all my coworkers holding up the grates and said:
"Guys! I have grate news!"
The look on my face was otter disappointment
So in the middle of having sex. She starts sliding her hand lower and lower on my back. Then eventually started touching my butt. When she was doing that she started moaning noticeably louder. Then she stuck her finger in my butt and surprised the hell out of me. I let her keep it there because it really seemed to turn her on. She's never mentioned any desire to do that before. And we've been dating for a year. I've asked her multiple times if there's anything she's wanted to try and she always says the same thing and never mentioned that. How do I get her to open up about her kinks ?
If I was still in college I would absolutely hate it. People that graduated last year in summer of 2020 were super lucky imo. I would hate my first year as a Freshmen to be at a computer screen. For Junior and Seniors you might never step foot on campus again!
long-ish post I got diagnosed with junior rheumatoid arthritis at 16. I was told that since I was young it could go away. I went through a lot during that time, with medications, with physical therapy, hospitalizations, school, etc... but eventually I went into remission, which I was ecstatic about. That lasted for a while.
Recently (now 18), the symptoms are starting to come back. The swollen joints, the pain, the flare ups, the brain fog, all of its starting to come back. Just recently, doing a simple workout led to being bedridden the next day. I am struggling with basic, everyday tasks. This is very difficult for me because, although I knew it could come back, I didn’t really think it would happen so soon.
RA really messed up so many aspects of my life back at 16, and it’s starting to mess it up again now at 18. I feel a sort of resentment towards RA, mainly because most don’t develop it until later in life and I feel that I should not have to worry about this at this age. And if this is me at 18, there’s no telling what state I’ll be in by 30 or 40. It all just feels like incredibly bad luck.
I’ve just been feeling really low lately. Having to experience this has been so incredibly isolating. Just when a normal life is within reach, it’s snatched away from me.
Fortunately my dog is a Bounty hunter.
I'm not sure if this is the place to ask this or if anyone has any idea, but I just watched this video by minutephysics and it got me curious about the missing links. I've procrastinated enough on my homework but I am curious, so if anyone has some input it would be greatly appreciated :)
It has been a while since the new honor system was implemented, but from time to time, when I see a player on the enemy team, who plays exceptionally well giving it all without being disrespectful about it, or trying to keep his team together even though they are losing the game and the morale, I remember I used to honor them after the mach. I really miss that, it was a good way to recognize sportsmanship through the barrier of "our team vs their team", and I have no clue why it is not an option anymore...
Edit: I find "because it was used for shaming the worst on the enemy team" answer lacking, because you can just solve that with not giving out different badges for different honors, like now, it is not stated which category from the possible 3 you have the most
Edit 2: A good counterargnument came up in some posts, that the honor system is supposed to be rewarding attitude, not how well you play, and you have no information on how the enemy player interacts with his team. In theory it is true, I have to agree. Although in practice in many cases I think the most honor in your team is given to the one who carried, mostly disregarding his attitude toward his, or the enemy team.
A bit of backstory: When I was a baby, my mom gave me a little piece of watermelon and accidentally almost killed me. Turns out I was allergic, and remained so for who-knows-how-many years.
For years and years, people have felt so bad for me when I tell them I'm allergic to watermelon. Like I was missing out on the best thing in the world. I was always skeptical... Yeah, it's a fruit. So what? How great can it be?
Then, last night, I had a margarita that (unbeknownst to me at the time) contained fresh watermelon... and nothing happened. So, when I got home, I grabbed a little chunk of it from my parents' fridge.
Y'all... I SEE why people have been feeling bad for me all these years. Their pity was completely justified, and the veil has been lifted from my eyes. Watermelon is exquisite. Juicy, sweet, soft, crisp, fragrant, mild... What more could the human tongue ask for? Watermelon is perfect.
10/10 will eat again
But on the plus side, it still works.
